Spaceship

[Verse 1] I'm always by my lonesome How can I know absolutely no one at this fuckin party Damn why did I even show up Standing in a corner and I'm staring at my phone But nobody is texting back Whatever they can go fuck themselves I try to talk to someone else but with no luck Living is a hell this cell has my soul stuck I just wanna go to a place where I'm never lonely So I throw my headphones on and zone like a zombie Drift into a world where everybody knows me Everything is okay and nobody ignores me In this place I could have hundreds And I'm not in the corner being looked at funny By the cool cats who don't care how they use that money This world is full of rain and I'm too damn muddy But you will get what you have comin' [Hook] Can you feel my pain Everybody changes but your still the same If it wasn't for you I would of went insane I was almost losin' my mind But thanks to you I'm doin' just fine [Verse 2] Drinking on the pavement Wondering where all the fuckin' days went Contemplating suicide cause I know that I ain't shit Nothing but a nobody living in a basement I try to make the best out of this shitty situation Over 20 years but I'm running out of patience There is plenty tears I can no longer take this It's not land of the free it's a mothafuckin' slaveship I'm under enslavement and music is my spaceship Take me away to a place of amazement Where nobody will judge and there's never any hatred There is only love so that's what I put my faith in It's my only drug and it gets me through the day shit This world has me full of ? so I'm anxious To break out of this matrix and no longer exist To grow stronger and be painless The angels are coming I can hear their wings lift [Hook] Can you feel my pain Everybody changes but your still the same If it wasn't for you I would of went insane I was almost losin' my mind But thanks to you I'm doin' just fine [Verse 3] Deep in my soul I can feel the sounds Even when my best friends left this was still around So I would kill for it cause it's my best friend Music wouldn't ever leave me no exceptions I've invested everything in this fuckin obsession Haven't had a girl in years cause I can't show affection With rhymes running through this mind every second [Hook] Can you feel my pain Everybody changes but your still the same If it wasn't for you I would of went insane I was almost losin' my mind But thanks to you I'm doin' just fine