Promise you Nothing

Wanna take the pain away, I can promise you nothing/ Just wanna remain unnamed, my sharpness is dulling/ People just take and take, never pulling their punches/ You were my greatest gain, my love was so earnest/ My insides decay decay, now I gotta keep running/ Couldn't escape unscathed, these scars got me clutching/ My chest, gotta break away, demons say they'll be punished/ Ask me to explain explain, I won't tell you nothing/ Here's what the tapes contain, a silohette plunging/ Took my brain and weighed, climbed the building said fuck it/ Blood stained fatal plains, feels like my head is just gushing/ Stood up, came to strange, and walked away stumbling/ Just need you to stay away, these feelings are puzzling/ Still love you but major pain, this monster is yearning/ To pull your heart out, and show you what you did to mine/ To make you feel this pain and realize that you're still alive/ Listen to me honestly, I can promise you nothing/ I just wanna save today, but these horses are bucking/ Can't get out, to get away I just started running/ I don't know what caused this but more problems are coming/ x2 You took my son away, then acted like it was nothing/ And now I must escape, this fucking maze before it rushes/ I don't have much to say, just understand that I'm struggling/ We coulda seen the money game, and now you're just thumbing/ Your nose on another date, all of this pain is just numbing/ Me, I'm the one to blame, all this blood is just rushing/ See, I'm gonna fucking faint, you call this shit justice/ Please, notice the conundrum faced, how I'm getting punished/ These assholes took my gun away, and this weight is just crushing/ Me, These words must convey, when I'm trying to say something/ I'm done playing fucking games, I'm done with all the bluffing/ Sit high while I fucking chase, I'm tired of the chuckling/ Just need you to stay away, these feelings are puzzling/ Still love you but major pain, this monster is yearning/ To pull your heart out, and show you what you did to mine/ To make you feel this pain and realize that you're still alive/ Listen to me honestly, I can promise you nothing/ I just wanna save today, but these horses are bucking/ Can't get out, to get away I just started running/ I don't know what caused this but more problems are coming/ x2 That was the day my hope died, gave in to the monster/ He made my eyes go blind, all I could think was just constant/ Anger, why oh why, now I'll end up just like my father/ Let life roll by, passed out bottle after bottle/ Never high profile, just more baby mama drama/ Living behind closed blinds, my outlook always getting darker/ With my own nightmares, thought I would never ever falter/ Bottle of right old wine, down it to forget all my problems/ I'll never find those lights until I can make myself stronger/ But I might go wild, a fear I'll carry as a scholar/ Hit every milestone like, will I actually make good on my promise/ Blow up like dynomite, or just get forever softer/ Just need you to stay away, these feelings are puzzling/ Still love you but major pain, this monster is yearning/ To pull your heart out, and show you what you did to mine/ To make you feel this pain and realize that you're still alive/