Depression (feat. MAJA & Alpha Riff)

[Hook] Depression Depression [Verse 1: Granyte] Gasping for air, can't seem to find a way out Broken swings and cool breeze in this broken playground All I wanted was a crowd to say my name loud Call me rare or well-done, my life's a steakhouse And now this broken city's crumbling around me And I didn't do it cruising down these south streets Why do I feel so alone with all these people around me No matter what I say this isn't fucking about me Drowning, no lifeguard for this cowed beast Shouting, as my mind spins me closer to county Pounding, my head, as this monster keeps prowling Towering, so far away I wanna start howling Worse, when my idols start talking out of my speaker box Telling me where I'm at right now, that's the easy part But at this point I'm fatigued, can't even reach the bars Mile high city but I still can't reach the gods [Hook] Depression, under pressure Let this stay this Depression That's no question, sick and tired Depression, under pressure Let this stay this Depression That's no question, sick and tired Depression, under pressure Let this stay this Depression Depression, Depression Depression [Verse 2: MAJA] Depression Taught me a valuable lesson When I let it take my spears now I'm trying to catch them Every night I be stressing, growing older every second I went Ghost in the Shell, left the whole globe guessing like "Where's MAJA, is he vapor, dude skated? Is he okay, his MAJA mondays went away." Facebook faded, Twitter feed Nathan Fans hitting me up, saying they waiting I'm going Voltron, reconnecting to songs My lyrics my legs, my anger my arms My heart in my stomach, cause the pressure is on I gotta keep writing and fighting cause the pressure is strong And that shit ain't stronger than me I refuse to bow down and eternally sleep Robin Williams fought hard until his end and I hope he rests in peace But I ain't gotta be another tragedy, cause I overcame Depression [Hook] Depression, under pressure Let this stay this Depression That's no question, sick and tired Depression, under pressure Let this stay this Depression That's no question, sick and tired Depression, under pressure Let this stay this Depression That's no question, sick and tired Depression, under pressure Let this stay this Depression Depression, Depression Depression [Verse 3: Alpha Riff] Been at the doors of despairs in my life And the loved ones I know almost paid the price Put the 9 to my dome, pull the trigger, but it’s clickin’ No bullets, no blood, so I’m just left thinkin’ That far gone, that I don’t know true from the false Wrapped up in myself, ain’t no love for the lost Visualize my heart ripped out and beating In my hands, cause it’s death I’m meeting I wanted to pick up the phone, mom But I couldn’t make that phone call And tell you that your son got real fucked in the head And one day you’d find out I was dead Escorted by the men in blue behind yellow tape Living room, games in that same paused state To my bed where the pills and the booze were And your son’s remains through your teared blur Cause depression