Sentinel

[Verse 1: GOWE] I'm patiently breathing - painting on papers the ceiling Paced to traces of reason tasted like freedom on weekends I can't get enough of the month of thats close to december Cause the longer i linger - closer to the hurt i remember I wish we had the chance to talk more but now i've grown To understand the purpose of life ignited from Offshore conversations with my grandaddy - visions of bombings Without the proper surroundings bodies laying i vomit And with the changing of topics i could see the logic of saving Anything that comes my way - ain't no room to run away In a safe guarded zone - ain't no labor to underplay Just a couple expensive cars and a dream that we gave away And so I try to live where my reason is like a mirror The times i make it clearer my Jesus i need You nearer In a moment i could leave, please, freeze and I'm frozen In just a motion this is over like a wave in the ocean no coastin [Hook: GOWE] In a safe guarded zone - ain't no labor to underplay Just a couple expensive cars and a dream that we gave away [Verse 2: GOWE] I feel the scissors its coming closer to crazily to cut me Dressed in a tinted mercedes bated with 'baby you're lovely' Forget the matching purse and the person you want to be A better life you'll never see - in these streets you'll never flee Never think about leaving believing in my gentlemen They'll grab you by the abdomen and stomp you like an elephant And drag you by the hair - where - throw you like skeletons And in a minute i will drug you with medicine Dont you ever think about leaving - nobody cares If they did they would save you but you're kissing in here If i could tell you whats been running through my mind As an adolescent intelligent beautiful girl designed Love is non existent - my body has been a weapon Laced with m80 machine guns that'll fire the second And in a moment i could die cry holding to prayer I know He hears me so i'm holding Him near - here [Hook: GOWE] If i could tell you whats been running through my mind As an adolescent intelligent beautiful girl designed [Verse 3: GOWE] You said you love me so baby come on and just hold me tighter Without the flashing of lighters blasting we crashing like fighters What happened to the love and the way that our bodies touch Everytime our shoulders brushed you could never get enough And now its nothing cause them other girls are wanting your attention I feel the tension when i think about the damage We're bringing upon the bandage thats holding our hearts in balance And every single massage is like a knife that just landed - enough! I told myself the pain wasn't real… Now the razor blades are cutting and im feeling the steel And while the blood is dripping down im just thinking about the night While we laid there in the light and my body was feeling tight You told me just to trust you and that we would get married And now the times are kinda scary - and my heart is feeling buried Tried to tell myself that this moment is just emotional Broken its hard to focus and potions I'd rather overdose.. [Hook: GOWE] Tried to tell myself that this moment is just emotional 
broken its hard to focus and potions I'd rather overdose..