Self Help

All I have right now is right here And right now I want what I want, I always have When no one cared about me, dreams were all I had But nightmares grow and no one's listening And idle thoughts'll do their thing I still feel so much pain here from the past And it cuts like a knife It feels like a fight To take back your life Searching for the meaning I'm living in these feelings I'm ready for a reason to believe Now I'm working on my insides 'Cause outside there's no reasoning If anyone's here it's never what it seems All I have right now is right here I felt too bad about myself I never thought I was good enough for anybody else I couldn't look love in the eye I was too broken to try Life was a cold song that taught me not to cry And it cuts like a knife It feels like a fight To take back your life Searching for the meaning I'm living in these feelings I'm ready for a reason to believe Now I'm working on my insides 'Cause outside there's no reasoning If anyone's here it's never what it seems How long I waited Feeling lost, frustrated Locked out and I'm on my own Cornered and ain't got no place to go How long should I stay here all alone Searching for the meaning I'm living in these feelings I'm ready for a reason to believe Now I'm working on my insides 'Cause outside there's no reasoning If anyone's here it's never what it seems