Fear (Remix)

My home girl chloe, told me to start recording I was interested why all of a sudden she liked my flowing She told me "cus your lyrics are different, and its crucial For you to make it cus these other mc's are usual" We gave dap and she walked off But what she said made me think and stayed in my thoughts Producers in my school wanted me to join them On the road to life's enjoyments Refreshing beverages, dashing limousines and suites Care free with ladies surrounding like troops And since that convo i been thinking bout getting a place in rap like a condo And putting my name, on it pronto But im frightened, my lyrical abilities are heightened But me and rap are separated by a hyphon I mean, once you dive in you can't swim back to the shore You can try, but the waves'll drag you in for some more (Chorus) You see im living in the darkness Every where i turn its almost like im like a target I been done with practice but im scared of advancement, and if Ill last in this rappin, its such a challenge Last resort, so this has to happen You see im living in the darkness And i don't know what to see yo Got some brand new prescriptions, but they kind of weak yo Wheres my life leadin me, what these teachers teachin me What these teachers see in me, what does G mean to me See i remember the day, when i was sittin on my bed, flippin through the pages of the Bible Cus i wanted a biblical name I already had one that i didn't use on stage So i made, the two enemy's in one boy who's tryna influence society One disgraced God, one praises God And hes always standing tall, never ever slips and falls But a few more feet and ill be into the light And if i fall in to deep, what will happen to i, i feel like There's nothing really left for me Gotta get a job, mom and dad keep pressing me, pestering me Then tell me that the road to riches, is a Foolish choice, serve god, listen Say one thing, and then say another Oh father, oh ,other, oh brother This is my last resort Im suffocating, with no medical support Im almost eighteen, pops is gonna leave And then ill have to leave, tell me what the future brings (chorus) But, i couldn't stay encaged, so i ran Called my homie up, exclaimed "mayne, let me get inside of the studio Im, ready to fly, don't wanna work in a cubicle" We set up the date, i went to his place We kicked, then i put my poems up for display He was like dang, boy you got some talent But i already knew that, and im soon to be a champion So the moral of the story is, have a little courage Don't be scared if you, haven't made your moves yet And if you got a gift, don't be scared to use it Get yours, let nobody's words stop you from chewin