I'm Nothingness

You came from far beyond me From far beyond seasons and leaves From beyond my pagan dreams And my own spoken desire... You came from a place Where my thoughts never took shape From far beyond failed illusions From a "beyond" I could never imagine A place where I thought I was dead You were coming...and true your coming was From an imagined apocalypse towards happiness! Inside you I'd like to get lost And be reborn as I never thought I could be You were walking...I believed you did not walk You were watching me...I believed your eyes were shut You were smiling...I couldn't believe you were crying You were tempting...tempting me into deadly lust On the path of the passing autumns You were coming with my God... Your coming was the autumn of my life Solitude you brought, the darkness in my eyes When nothing belongs to me And i belong to nothingness!