Things Don't Exist

In my fear I fear We're seas apart in old worlds We began In vibrant colors But one of the things you said And i dread it That everything turns grey This is where i stray I, I want so badly To say that these things dont exist anymore When that indigo Creeps upon me i can't deny That i'm blue And not like you When I look into your eyes at times It's within them i find A love i never knew Still i'm bound to you Something inside so strong Won't settle in me somehow, i'm not free I want so badly, to say that these things dont exist anymore When that indigo creeps apon me i can't deny That i'm blue It's past mistakes not hearts that break In moral laws respect they take and Now It still effects me to If my one enemy is me Then tell me how to stay true and not be blamed by you I, I want so badly to say that these things Anymore When that indigo I can't deny that i'm blue I, I want so badly to say that these things dont exist anymore When that indigo creeps upon me i can't deny That i'm blue And not like you