The Awakening

[Verse 1] You can never take a nigga out of hell Wake up every morning, ask God is he real Don’t ever leave me alone in this motherfucking cell And my mind full of killers I done killed The hope I keep feeling is real If ain’t nobody alive, then who the fuck can I kill? Man, you know what I paid for this To give me 8 dollars at the buffalo exchange for this Man, I gotta chill, man, I blew the deal How the fuck am I paying my bills? A nigga starving but eating healthy I apply the Whole Foods, try the Trader Joe's next door Back seated in a Range and my home boy owns Then this guy on and my android on [Verse 2] Fly to your favorite celebrity Might have fucked in the same room as your favorite celebrity Might have ate a couple shrooms with your favorite celebrity Fuck I'm supposed to do? Idolize a celebrity? Y’all want me to share my stories Hook me to IV’s and record me, Maury Reporting live from the mind of a minority Form and Dany Elfman scoring Bangladesh to Jordan Still rocking my favorite Jordans Philadelphia, smelling the fucking LA morning Waking up in the streets, where the fuck is the beach? Man, I miss home, where the fuck did I leave? Retracting all the money that the dreams cost me Subtracting all the time that my feeling cost me I saw my ?? bitch, she lost me When she threw me out the window but somehow she caught me And I landed Forgetting someone you love Is like remembering someone you never knew All your lies, secret lies