Second Guessing

So I sit here Rotting from inside Now watch me sit dear Severing my ties just ask me why I am ashamed to pave the way My self reluctance is to blame Will anybody save me I'm afraid What if I'm broken What if I cannot win this fight Would you believe me Or just leave me here to die And honestly it's hard to see The future that's in store for me I'm broken Second guessing all that's keeping me alive Don't believe a word I say I crave the ways I've been I'd be lying to myself If I said I'm free from this Without the need of agony It's bringing out the worst of my own faith Will anybody save me I'm afraid What if I'm broken What if I cannot win this fight Would you believe me Or just leave me here to die And honestly it's hard to see The future that's in store for me I'm broken Second guessing all that's keeping me alive Well it feels like someone's testing me And it's easier said than done to be so calm But I know that you're watching me What if I'm broken What if I cannot win this fight Would you believe me Or just leave me here to die And honestly it's hard to see The future that's in store for me I'm broken Second guessing all that's keeping me alive Second guessing all that's keeping me alive