Guilty Pleasure

[Verse 1] A culture shock, to put it in words You might speak a different language but I see you observe You have a good soul, and the chemistry is nice You sugar coat a lot, since we off to be exact Repress a lot of anger and I'm always holding back But I'm not losing sleep, the memory I keep Honestly it's not worth my time, I swear not a second I see you get excited and it gets me kind of frightened You don't know what you're doing man, you're stepping on my toes Blindly, remind me, what makes you think you can't wait ? Everybody lost their mind and their sense of respect Been nice for too long, now I feel with regrets Panic attack, fuck I need to breath Smoke this weed, leave the room away from the energy I'm not tryna consume, you feel me hen[?] ? And jealousy never made me feel better, really I'm filled with gratitude, though I'm in tunnel vision, steady working Let the meaning happen when I'm not searching Just know you destined, and lay it on the table Not everybody's straight up, but everybody's able...to be [Hook] Feel the need to succeed Holy innocence, it's a childhood dream I know it's not what it seems But I love a guilty pleasure, uh, a guilty pleasure You feel the need to succeed Feel the need to succeed Holy innocence, it's a childhood dream I know it's not what it seems But I love a guilty pleasure, that's all I could say [Verse 2] I'm made of glass, I crack fast I seek your soft skin, the moment that we're in It's the past, let's begin, why pretend No matter how it ends, still want you in my life as a friend Fuck it though, I'm better off alone To be the bigger person is depressing, I don't know I try to make sense, but why do that ? I'd rather black out Forget it all, as a matter of fact ...Uh, eyes hurt from the flashback Do it again, just a recap I learned a lesson, I have an obsession with the wrong situation Always thinking I could fix But so far, no one seems to be convinced Lost that train of thought when I was walking off that cliff Or should I say slipped, jumped, or pushed, is it suicide handbook ? Nah let's take a second, look Love to tell you what you shouldn't hear, dysfunctional and weird You're soma comfortable and the point is never clear The way it's gonna stay, don't try to perceive Cause you're only gonna hate me once you understand...me [Hook]