Rain 2

[Intro] You know man I learned somethin' That life is life regardless You only get one Good or bad You just gotta make the best if it Look [Verse 1] I used to couldn't stand the rain Now the storms it keep me sane like I'm immune to pain I know shit never stays the same it always bound to change I came from Essex hunnid deep to barely round the gang I'm still the same no limit nigga I just found the lane Now I'm the first born son my mama proud to say And now she all smiles I had to take the frowns away Used to be a wild child I had to calm down My Grandma used to worry pray for me I'm grown now Success leadership I gained it on my own wow And now my Grandma gone they want me to be strong how I might just loose it all you say somthin' to me wrong bow Don't stare at me too long don't come through on my phone foul I fuck around curse out the courtroom at my own trial Like fuck the judge you never wanted to give me a chance Don't wanna see me greet the people see me shaking hands Don't want your kids watching my shit on MTV jams So if I honour any honour nigga I'l be damned I'm fighting' cases now the judge want me to go to school I graduated from the street what I'm supposed to do You don't understand my lifestyle what I'm goin' thru Just think about if you was me and what if I was you A nigga try and take my life ain't I'm supposed to shoot If I stay in the hood will I grow up as old as you When niggas raise they own sister gotta mold her too You mother had a nose to smell their had a nose to toot You feel me I speak the truth I know that shit just make you want to kill me But nigga this the real me My labels want to deal me But fuck that shit I hold off and make them labels feels me See my vision I'm the business nigga couple mill me Once I run up a milli Thank the Lord I'm in my bag Run up another milli Oh thank you Lord I'm in my bag Remember in school when it was cold outside Me and lil sis we ain't had no cash Couldn't take a bus we ain't had no pass Moms at work we ain't had no ride Now I might be in Bermuda on a beach house riding' scooters I just might jump in the Bentley I spent 20 thou and over Nigga know I still be with them shooters And the road ya I keep them on standby Real street nigga I ain't never goin fold Follow that code only thing I stand by And I been on road like err' night Doin' shows like err' night Feel like a vampire miss a flight got a nigga on stand by Born at midnight thats a red eye Say I ain't on the grind you a damn liar Remember 2012 I was in the van high Ridin' wit a couple pf my guys Couple of my niggas dead now See a lot of my niggas disapear before my eyes Couple of em in the feds now If I kill a nigga dead would it make me the bad guy And they actin' like I'm scared now Don't think that you won't end up on the red eye Still running' them hittaz now I don't wanna relax I don't wanna close my eyes Last thing great Granny said is why Start think' to my self will the tears come from my eyes Granny please would you stay alive Start praying' up to God tears running' down my eyes Could you please help her stay alive Right side of her body still parazlized Now I really wanna scream wanna yell now You ain't gotta keep fightin' I can't keep fighting Go be with Mary we buried now I can still hear voice for you all in my chest I can still see the spirit all in the air now There still be a lil part still left in my heart since you left I don't really care now