Feelings

[Intro] Uh Dougie on the beat Still, still Still feel the deal Still, look [Verse] Talk to my kid mom today, that was kinda hard Sick of all the drama in my life, we ain't gotta start How the fuck we still holding grudges, you ain't gotta heart? Either way a nigga life a movie, and you got a part I was in a lotta dark I don't never make excuses for myself but how I came up was kinda hard I was havin' battle scars And I'm never speakin' on the shit I did, 'cause when you bite, you don't gotta bark Live the years now when he young but my jit watchin' Just 'cause we fell out of love, that ain't his problem Every kid want a mami and a papi But how we gon' co-parent when it's sloppy? Been to act like I'm that nigga but I ain't cocky Everybody watch me, I'm duckin' the paparazzi Life was weighin' heavy, now I'm steady takin' oxies Hate it or love it, my life faster then a Mazi' Public record here but you ain't gotta sabotage me Even though I'm more than generous, gotta rob me Instead of doin' what you 'posed to, you tryna dodge me I'm gon' be here regardless, won't do me like the markets I don't want no problem but just stop me when I'm flashin' Can't accept the fact you love me, keep tryin' judge me Granted you gon' stay in position, but that's because me Still feel me I was real but this the real-real me Hope you still feel me All my real niggas gotta feel me Phone talk about it and it kill me Hope you still feel me I got love for you still, literally I hate that we seein' shit differently I can't let it get to me I stay focus, I see shit vivdly Built for tough times, they were meant for me I don't want no sympathy I can recognize whoever here for me If I weren't the nigga I was meant to be They weren't even here for me What it is, gon' make a clip for me I don't pay attention to the real me No they ain't hearin' me They respect more than they be fearin' me When I wasn't winnin' they weren't cheerin' me (For real) Lost my brother almost been a year for me Go and shed a tear for me And I love you niggas still feel me And your son can always and chill with me He can come and live with me Gotta still feel me Gave 'em the real me Help him out but he'll still kill me, damn Never seen a nigga real 'till me, damn And this gave me the chills Lil' bro know I didn't fold when he gave me the wheels Till this day he like the baby still But he'll hit the switch and turn it to a Navy Seals I got diagnosed but I don't want no crazy pills I'm a real hustler, I don't want no lazy deals If I execute this time, I'm makin' crazy mills They tryna book every day, I'm havin' stage to peel I got bond once again but I paid it still I don't wanna tell you what a nigga made for real I don't wanna tell you where a nigga came for real All the hunger, all the doubt and all the pain was real They know my name for real Herbo made a change for real And I got aunties, that ain't met my baby still But it's all good I walk around with a smile like it's all good I made a million dollar [?], smell like all woods I know they'll make a way for me, if y'all could I been to war but I'm still good in damn near all hood I could hear a nigga diss me, it'd be all love They wanna ask me how I feel, I give a small shrug I was top ten, front line, all thugs I was locked in ten summers, all blood [Outro] Uh, still feel me I don't even want no adlibs on that Uh Still feel me [?] they still feel me I ain't really talkin' much after this song 'cause I want you to listen Dougie on the beat