Close My Eyes

[Verse 1: G FrSH] I hide all this pain very well But never to the point that my mother can't tell Wanna be alone, I don't even wanna talk to myself Man I'll do it on my own, I don't need no help Cause I made it from the bottom where the sun don't shine Maybe I've had my share and I aimed too high One hand on the mic, one hand on the scales Between falling and flying, the lines so fine [Hook: Arrows Down] Wishing on a miracle Spinning on this merry-go-round, round Begging them to let me go They fuck me fast and love me slow Flying low though I'm falling high Spending all my borrowed time, time, time I find myself and go inside Every time I close my eyes [Verse 2: G FrSH] Ain't seen my sisters smile in a while Said I've been too busy so I ain't been round But this morning I woke up in some girls house Got so high last night, still I ain't come down So caught up in myself that I can't escape While I'm paperchasing, all else can wait Said "fuck love" so long, I forgot how to feel Once poured out my heart, now it's filled with space [Hook: Arrows Down] [Verse 3: G FrSH] Got like 10 missed calls from my baby mother Saying that I missed my daughter's parent's evening For that one split second, man, I felt like the other Dead beat dads who only plant their seeds But don't nurture theirs, but i water mine Mum raised the perfect son, I shine on mine I'm a little more distraught that at the time I was in the trap house, and I couldn't stop the grind But I've gotta pay school fees That are more than the average wage Man, I'm over just doing it for jewellery Kicks and them models and them brand new plates Sitting with green on a mad estate Next day on the green, on a mad estate Smile for the cam, do my take Bag another brick, then back to the stage Now I'm back in a rave In the back of the rave Still out here fishing All the best catches say I'm too bait I need to find love before it's too late But I've seen too much, it's already too late Cos she's got a man, he ain't one of us So she don't gave a shit, so she gave two fucks, oh well Me and the last girl ain't end so well, oh well My little cuz just got out the cell Tried to rob a man at 13 years old I asked him why, he said he don't even know He just wanted new kicks and a phone I couldn't help but feel at fault Cause he sees me in that FrSH shit, see me in a Range Heard "#imballin" and "18K" But nah, fuck that this is bigger than me Cuh at his age, man, I felt the same way If you ain't been broke then you won't ever know Man, I remember picking up my first O Gotta get dough, move that work Hearts on our sleeves so we wear T-shirts So yeah, we hurt But refuse to feel it When it's day by day There's no time for weakness Reality so real There's no room for dreaming Still I pray But I don't even know what the fuck I believe in [Hook: Arrows Down]