Stuck In This

[Verse 1: Fozzey] I don’t wanna pretend that I’m something else I just hope that you listen or someone helps There where days where I contemplated suicide So I do this shit just to get me by I don’t mean to make out that my head is big But you gotta understand that I’m still a kid It’s tough cause I’m growin' up in front of all of you And I’m bound to experience a fall or two But that’s life yeah I accept that Tryna please everyone I regret that I dunno why but I take it personally The one person I should worry about on earth is me With my girl they say I got a ball and chain But besides her it seems like they’re all the same And the ones before her you’re all to blame Forget the player, forget the game [Hook: VanC] I’m stuck in this I can’t turn back I see myself and I’m staring back It’s like the whole worlds moving and I’m standing still But life goes on, yeah I know it will I know it will I know it will [Verse 2: Fozzey] But it goes without saying this is what I am And I couldn’t care less if you’re not a fan This is all I’e got thats what you need to see No backup job or uni degree Where this trains gonna stop well it’s hard to say I’m just showing you me and my scars today Cause they make up most of my memories If I die tomorrow would you remember me Them underground cats hate cause I’m mainstream C’mon man we’re only chasing the same dream I’m not tryna fit in or try and stand out I’m just tryna accomplish every goal I planned out Either respect that or try and move along Cause a goal I had in mind was to prove you wrong That was bottled up thats what use to rest in me Now I can go a free soul and rest in peace [Hook: VanC] [Verse 3: VanC] Yeah I love the fans man every single one of you Cause when it all falls I know I can come to you You showed me love yeah I know I can make it through That’s why my first four lines are me thanking you I’m still chasing this dream I haven’t woke up yet I’m 19 and I already wanna take it back Disappointment to my parents cause I quit uni But they don’t understand music means more to me The way I treat girls I should be ashamed Waking up in the morning I don’t remember names Yeah I should really be sorry Cause they all took the time just to get to know me It’s been a while since I’ve ever truly felt love But I met this girl and its close enough And I already messed it up I guess it’s hard being me but I’m manning up [Hook: VanC]