My Soul

[Verse 1: Fliptrix] Five roaches, psychosis, mind open Eyes closed but still cry to find coping Time slides in white smoke, I lie choking Hiding my venomous dreams with high hoping You’ve never felt pain until you’ve lost what you’ve held closest Strains cutting my veins with thrombosis The only beat I’ll ever truly feel is my heart’s pulses Broke promises, hope my zones progress It’s hard to face the place, your fate’s chosen Your faith ain't settled your state your brain’s emotion Deranged focus, I cry for help but help remains hopeless Till your soul is not ghostless I turn light into dark to see the dead in the summer solstice So my soul flows so corrosive Till my last breath goes and the coffin closes Lay down, you’ll blossom roses [Hook] I’m speaking so deep believe in my tone I bleed on this beat, the reaper’s in zone I’m leaving my body and freeing my soul I’m leaving my body and freeing my soul [Verse 2: Fliptrix] I’m scared of the day when Mary Jane murders me Hurting internally with burns that are third degree Left in the middle ground, lurking in purgatory Demons they circle me, scheming and hurting me Blood spills burgundy like thieves in the night Fam I flee with the urgency, footsteps tertiary Sight of my thought of the things that determine these I speak with the force so my power doubles Hercules Lie when I’m dead, but for now I live vertically With too much to say so there’s no time for work or sleep Break down your train of thought, rob it like a burglary And that’s a certainty, it’s mine for eternity Mind when the serpents sneak Mind how your mind works and mind how you earn your keep Mind you’re not left a chalk line on these dirty streets at 33 Fuck that I yearn for peace [Hook] I’m speaking so deep believe in my tone I bleed on this beat, the reaper’s in zone I’m leaving my body and freeing my soul I’m leaving my body and freeing my soul [Verse 3: Fliptrix] Closing eyelids, death on a chosen island Rest in silence, memories flashing vibrant Brain alive but body holds no compliance Trying to hold on to life but it fades and spirals Was a gift now it’s going so I need to ride it No time for guidance, virus struck and it triumphed Seen the light now I feel like I’m high and flying Mind enlightened, man you know I’m fine with dying I know God so let me leave earth and try and find him Let me leave earth and try and find him