Someday

I'm all alone in my room I'm sitting here near the shelf I see the mirror on the wall The things I do are not for my health I live alone with my lies darker than any night A fear so real I might die from fright Until...someday So I reach for my death, yes it's the ultimate one The needle shines sharp deep gleam into my skin I feel the relief, I lose all the pain And when I open my eyes it comes back right again I start to scream deep from inside But all that noise just won't seem to hide the fact that Someday someday So here I sit the bliss lost once again My mind conjures up images once known as sin I gather strength to look outside I see the lives of friends, they run and hide And now they're gone and what they did So I pray to no god absolve me of no sin I see your smile, it warms my soul Reassuring me it's not our time to go Until...someday someday someday And when I'm far away from you my dear I miss so much the feelings we share And I want to hold on to you so tight Breathe my hot breath down your neck tonight Hold on so long the feeling is real Only one thing can replace that deal I find the thing that makes my life surreal A cheap replacement Because sometimes it feels like love And when I'm far away from you my dear I miss so much the feelings we share And I want to hold on to you so tight Breathe my hot breath down your neck tonight Hold on so long the feeling is real Only one thing can replace that deal I find the thing that makes my life surreal A cheap replacement Because sometimes it feels like love And when I'm far away from you my dear I miss so much the feelings we share And I want to hold on to you so tight Breathe my hot breath down your neck tonight Hold on so long the feeling is real Only one thing can replace that deal I find the thing that makes my life surreal A cheap replacement Because sometimes it feels like love And when I'm far away from you my dear I miss so much the feelings we share And I want to hold on to you so tight Breathe my hot breath down your neck tonight Hold on so long the feeling is real Only one thing can replace that deal I find the thing that makes my life surreal A cheap replacement Because sometimes it feels like love Someday someday someday