Falling Down

Verse 1 I was Lost in Time but I found my way back And everyday I pray, thanking Christ for that As well as father Ralph, who has changed my whole perception I sit, and I stand, and I kneel, with deception "Peace be with you", as I add to the collection But that don't mean Im scared, hiding, looking for protection This is my commencement, starting over, my inception You mustn't missconcept my rebirth with self redemption I live by Darwin's Theory, thats natural selection I write from my day, musics my reflection Music is my out, my therapeutic sessions And every track you hear from me is a brand new invention Not to mention, I don't know if this tape will hold retention Plus I watch the Datpiff listens with such drama and suspension Cause I've finally found my way, but I'm aiming for perfection That is if it exists, sometimes I believe it isn't I wanna hit the Lotto, like my name was Edward Mikkin But I don't plan on giving up, cause I know your family didn't Played the same numbers twice, winning millions in an instant Congratulations bro, your pockets my envision But don't play me for a dummy, I ain't in this for for the money I ain't in it for the fame, I ain't in it for the hunnies Im doing this for me, writing sets my mind free I am a winner, much like Charlie Sheen Chorus Im falling down (falling down) Im falling down (falling down) Im falling down (falling down) Im falling down I've pushed too far, theres nothing left, I lived my life, now I digress Im falling down, Lord hear my prayer, I reach for hands, and yours are there I can't hold on, Im slipping slow, you're crying now, cause we both know I scream let go, you'll fall beside, this is goodbye, now let me fly Verse 2 Im here to paint you a portrait, make an impression, Van Gogh See Im speaking from the heart, cause i just need you all to know That I am high all the time, I barely have feelings But thats the price you pay, when your body stops healing And honestly, neurologically, these seizures are not commonly Spoke about, why? Because it fucks with you psychologically I know these doctors wanna help, prescribing pills with generosity But believe me when I tell you they've created a monstrosity I've been told to hide all my medical conditions But fuck it Im a tell the world, I don't need your permission Ya'll said I won't succeed, well check out my news feed I have fans, a small buzz, and Im backed by that 16 I've been stabbed in the back, but I have stole from the blind And its difficult to hate, when you've committed the same crime Well actually, its easy for me, ask caremark.com I write with my heart, cause my mind is gone Chorus Im falling down (falling down) Im falling down (falling down) Im falling down (falling down) Im falling down I've pushed too far, theres nothing left, I lived my life, now I digress Im falling down, Lord hear my prayer, I reach for hands, and yours are there I can't hold on, Im slipping slow, you're crying now, cause we both know I scream let go, you'll fall beside, this is goodbye, now let me fly Verse 3 For four years I had called you my brother But it only took four motha fuckin days for me to discover That we couldn't be more different than one another Asked the doctor, Im adopted, this whole hood is undercover I let you in my house, I let you sleep on the couch Gave you heat, gave you a key, now you locking me out? Never took out the trash, You Never paid me by month You smoked up a whole bunch, yet rarely passed me the blunt Never showed up to my shows, although you said you would go You say I have potential, guess Im just Inconsequential I ain't got my cap and gown yet, but you claim Im in debt I gave you thousands of dollars, and still you ask for the rest No respect for your elders, It's obvious when we meet In this arc of the circle, I've Iost my proper seat When I release this tape, this track will be underrated And so until then, I remain sedated Chorus Im falling down (falling down) Im falling down (falling down) Im falling down (falling down) Im falling down I've pushed too far, theres nothing left, I lived my life, now I digress Im falling down, Lord hear my prayer, I reach for hands, and yours are there I can't hold on, Im slipping slow, you're crying now, cause we both know I scream let go, you'll fall beside, this is goodbye, now let me fly