Stream Of Conciousness

Fathom: Why’d I let my mind get the best of me To let me think that she could really be into me I was really searching for sparks see, making chemistry But many things alluded me, add it to the list B I’m just a kid full of these emotions, yet make no motion I guess I sipped a mix between paralysis and a love potion Right now I’m just simply coastin’, boasting I’m tight with the music, making Still that girls evading, or I’m just delaying Her saying, that she ain’t feeling me the same way and I’m shaking, smiling at the idea of dating Why can’t I talk to you and not smile like a goofy Or trip out like you gave me a bag of roofy Really became struggle liking someone out my bubble I’m too deep in giving me head trouble How about a little bit of it for my trouble, something subtle Kenny: Why the hell can’t you ever be The one I dream you can never see The world, and you will always flee So girl just leave me with this peace I need you more than ever But I am much more clever Than you so get away from me And I’m gone I’m no longer feeling a damn thing, guess it’s a shame But I’m not the one to blame, it’s you, all the same I’m not alone in this world, my team stays furled Won’t allow my bonds get twirled by a girl My mind no longer swirled, I see you’re not my pearl I hold many things in my hand, main focus is the world I’mma make mine spin till I win, Fathom has begin To end all wacker fools sin, it’s funny cause I would have taken you along for the ride But you moving out with the tide, dying like the feelings That I had in the past, it's cool cause we woulda had a blast You had that chance you lost it, I had that chance I got it You see me leaving can't accept the cost of it This is my wold I'm the goddamn boss of it Sometimes I'm sad looking at you Cause I know this is the end of it