Everything Under the Sun: II. Am I Ever Gonna Change

I'm tired of being me And I don't like what I see I'm not who I appear to be So I start off every day Down on my knees I will pray For a change in any way But as the day goes by I live through another lie If it's any wonder why Am I ever gonna change If I say one thing then I do the other Same old song that goes on forever Am I ever gonna change Will I always stay the same If I say one thing then I do the other Same old song that goes on forever Am I ever gonna change Will I be only one to blame If I think I'm right, I wind up wrong It's a futile fight that's gone on too long Please tell me if it's true Am I too old to start anew Cause that's what I want to do But time and time again When I think I can, I fall short in the end So why do I even try Will it matter when I die Can anyone hear my cry? Am I ever gonna change Will I always stay the same If I say one thing then I do the other Same old song that goes on forever Am I ever gonna change Will I be only one to blame If I think I'm right, I wind up wrong It's a futile fight gone on too long [Foreign content] Am I ever gonna change Will I always stay the same If I say one thing then I do the other Same old song that goes on forever Am I ever gonna change Will I be only one to blame I think I'm right, I wind up wrong It's a fuckin' fight gone on too long Am I ever gonna change I take it day by day My will is weak and my flesh too strong Peace I seek till thy kingdom comes