As For Now

[Verse 1] Been having visions of the top Will me and my homies make it there ? Or will the bullshit break us Till the point when niggas can't repair Pride starts to vanish that's the signs of being older Like beauty, success is in the eyes of the beholder Stress is on it's way that mean it's time for me to roll up Being all that I can be but I ain't trying to be a... soldier I mean unless it’s God’s army How the fuck am I to get even with all these odds on me Yet I'm chasing perfection with all these flaws on me With hopes to killing this game until they call the law on me, it's.. No hope for the women I had relations with Money make it easier to cope with all this hating shit Those who left me hanging success is what I replaced them with The people needed a way out of vegas so i'm paving it for now [Hook] I look in the sky, the things I hope to see Has my time arrived or is it nowhere close to me ? The dreams that's on my mind, I'm hoping they come true I'm finna make it happen, as for now, as for now, as for now, as for now, as for now [Verse 2] Emotional niggas I can't deal Me emotionless most emotions I can't feel Why ? cause life left me scar, deep tissue On the surface I look calm but got deep issues Won't stop till every nigga in the crew buzzin' Rap with a chip on my shoulder, I'm trying to prove something Do it for the ones that fuck with it, fuck who doesn't Hatred, shit jealousy is the route of it If you ain't with the movement then you better move Disgusted by the mediocre shit they put on pedestals Memory lane is the street that I forever cruise In search of the answers that motivate me to be a better dude The game is watered down, it's in need of substance I don't make excuses, I make readjustments I'm just praying that the shit don't kill me I ain't no one special at the moment but I will be [Hook] [Verse 3] Dreams on my mind, thinking out loud In pursuit of greatness, and if you ask me We on the brink of that now I only fuck with my niggas, we all trying to get rich No love for these hoes, my heart is a bottomless pit Real shit, and my name is in the streets cause I'm heavily debated Though a lot of niggas sleep like they heavily sedated How the fuck I'm hollywood when I ain't even made it If it ain't about the money nigga I won't entertain it I'll never let the kind of shit phase me Never met the hater type that wasn't lazy All my bitches say yes never maybe Never trip over someone who doesn't pay me Never pillow talkin' with the hoes that I lay with Only fuck with the real no fake shit I'm like the A.I. that got traded to the nuggets Ain't the one you want to play with Like Jordan in game 6, problems that you can't fix Emerged like the rose out the pavement Aside from the money and the dreams I don't chase shit [Outro] .......