Inside My Head

[Produced by Balistiq] [Verse 1] I know people read my tweets and think that I've gone crazy But so do I, I've lost my mind So good at helping others, I should help myself sometimes Don't like to be a burden on anybody else Went to the doctors, said he couldn't help Made me tick a couple boxes about how I felt Answered some awkward questions he asked Left out the drugs, dabbled in my past Said "when's the last time you laughed, or went through a day without grieving?" Tried not to crumble, stared at the ceiling Who's this weak bitch consumed by feelings? I used to be flying, but now I'm here kneeling [Hook] You're an impostor, I don't know your name Feel completely different, but, looking just the same Who's that bitch in the mirror? Getting thinner by the day Two days later, swear I've put back on the weight I go up and down A bit like throwing rocks at the ground I go up and down Put in the toast, take out the bread (what?) I think there's something wrong inside my head [Verse 2] Oh my God, let's all go fucking crazy Get things started, knock back drinks and act retarded Hit some parties Maybe I'll convince myself I'm not mardy Went for a shit, all you got was a fart Told a couple jokes but nobody laughed Future's bright, past is dark When you're close to the end, where the fuck do you start? Friends went missing All these actors show up when they think you've got a pot to piss in Making all these tunes but nobody's listening (so whats coming next?) I don't know what songs I wanna make I don't know what path I wanna take Everybody's trying to point out real to the fake I take their advice, so what, now you're my mate? Great! We're best friends! I'll never be sad again Fuck my stage name, call me Hen Keeping it real in a world pretend where girls talk less than the men (Oi bruv did you hear?) They'll disappear, and I'll still be here, even more alone than before Guess there's more space for me when I walk through the door Head held high and my feet on the floor [Hook]