Fallen Angel

[Esham] I was an unplanned pregnant, brought forth by a mistake Go on into a world, filled up wit lust a hate Little do I know about life, but I'm still learnin First I'mma journey through hell, without burnin Livin in the ghetto, the Devil is now a black man I saw him standin in the corner wit the crack man Little do I know, this hell is now my home Since birth the peace I blown, is now gone Like the death, days passed, I'm still growin Death is my fate, and this hell but never knowin When, but how do I survive without sin But thou shall not kill was my first Then I broke off Ten Commandments, I guess I'm doomed to go to hell But I'm already there, so tell another tale From the dark side of myself, I'm entangled Between Heaven and Hell, the Fallen Angel "Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!" [Esham] 18 years passed, never knew about love The sky is fallin, so I fell from the Heavens above Product of ya sins, my father, I never knew him Call the Exorcist, cuz the Devil done got to him Voodoo child, son of bitch, a bastard Sold my soul, and now I'm the master My mother sings the blues, and drinks the booze And then she praise to save my soul from bad news Tears fall, I hear my mother call on the Lord Tonight I be playin in my room, on the Ouija boards Screamim red rum at the top of my lungs When I close my eyes, visions of bodies bein hung Death was my destiny, life was a test to me Livin inside, my owns sins'll blast for me Death awaits inside myself, I'm entangled Between Heaven and Hell, the Fallen Angel [R&B sample] [Esham] As my soul gets deep into darkness can I be saved My life flash before my eyes in many ways I saw me in my earlier days, in wicked ways Cross my heart, and hope to die, is on my grave Written on my tombstone, rest in peace Ridin body in the ground, as the maggots feast You see I live so fast, but died so young Another victim of another one, drinkin his red rum I'm fallin from the heavens and I'm on my way To meet my maker, the undertaker, cuz now is judgment day My soul is hot, and my body is all rotten Another angel falls from the heaven, forgotten Without a clue, nobody knew, the knowledge to teach me Cuz a, fuck the teacher and fuck the preacher As my soul empiric's inside myself, I'm entangled And outcast from the Heavens, so I'm a Fallen Angel