Losing Control

I'm just like a fly on the wall Tear off my wings and I'll take my last breath And all my aspirations are dead Because I've ripped them to shreds Now I fall My merger life is full of slander and all these fake riches I've know the pain with anything that takes my minds own vision Will I feel this? Feel this way forever? God (OH GOD!) how do you see me? Now I'm feeling, at the end of the rope Now I'm falling, down the rabbit hole Am I losing my mind? Or I just can't let go I feel like I feel like I'm losing control Pain, it hangs on by a thread I lie alone in this bed drift away Am I stuck in a dream in a room I fall apart at the seams in my mind My merger life is full of slander and all these fake riches I've known the pain with anything that takes my minds own vision Will I feel this? Feel this way forever? God (OH GOD!) how do you see me? Now I'm feeling, at the end of the rope Now I'm falling down the rabbit hole Am I losing my mind? Or I just can't let go I feel like I feel like I'm losing control Oh oh [x2] I won't give up I won't give I WON'T GIVE UP! I WON'T GIVE UP! FUCK YOU! IM NEVER GIVIN UP! Now I'm feeling, at the end of the rope Now I'm falling down the rabbit hole Am I losing my mind? Or I just can't let go I feel like I feel like I'm losing control