Almost Remembered

The summer equals promising endevours The trials of being discovered ain't always remembered Motived by the only man that always had my back Always quick to shut me down if my shit was whack A couple years ago I wrote life as I saw it through my eyes But my eyes were closed, frozen right beside my soul was doubtNever figure me out who was calling me weirdo But look I came prepared though Hard to ignore I'm only getting half And those who put in half the work are always getting past That shit is whack My heart forever pumping something bitter And so I had to let her go instead of fucking with her (yeah) I aimed straight instead of walking like a blind fool Better myself, and then inrolled into design school So I could paint the picture twice; One is cause I wanted to, the others cause I'm nice- it's the fruit of life I'm on a mission like the man above So if it's real then im sure you understand it's love I can't accept, can't adjust, to the feeling of a touch Man, the more that she's around the more I felt I've had enough Feeling bitter on a daily day, I think about her so I'm drinking all my pain away Light another dube, and if there's plenty in the pot then grab another spoon Blue dreaming every day I feel like I'm a ? Jotting till the pen dries Invite a freak up to the crib and show her insides, man the good is gone Erick's hitting ? Bumpin to her favourite song Board shorts is underneath and nothing but my hoodie on And no make-up, sexy with the necklace out Know she rocks the hoodie, she asks me what the text about The love in us is like forever It goes way beyond the me just filling up this sweater Prepare me to the rarities of life Closest to the heart and yet I've only seen him twice Producing all the records that I always seem to write, and it's only right Became the only rapper trying to give you good advice And if you rolling girl, then be my Betty White I told my man you should keep her if her head is right Instead of getting on your nerves and trying to be polite And all that you can say is "Man that's really nice" Fishes? may wonder, ? Shorty say she got you, then say it - god damn You wanna trick your money, you say you got plans Shorty got friends, I say I got fans Gotta see some more today, probably make it all the way Underwear is only brief, gotta think of more to say All the things you've brought about we can take the order out We can have a coffee over things that we ain't thought about With no relation to the facts So when I go record they always wonder where I'm at I got a date with destiny, paid the bill and grazed? the best of me But I'm still waiting on all these people trying to pressure me Pressure me, yo these people trying to pressure me We wanna cook it up but Erick knows the recipe (recipe) But I gave you best of me And take a look at who you are before you question me, bitch