Dissed Him

HOOK I dissed him, now I miss him But I miss him because I dissed him But he done me wrong and I'm not that strong To resist him, so I kissed him Should I have kissed him when I dissed him? Should I have dissed him but I only miss him? I don't really know but I'm all alone And I miss him, I really miss him Now that he's gone out of my life I don't know whether to laugh or to cry It cuts like a knife, everytime we say goodbye I wanna die (No) He's so deserving, but he's so self serving He made me so mad, I know it's sad Cuz now I want him so bad But he lied to me and he knows that that shit ain't gonna fly with me So, I HOOK Weeks come by, he doesn't show I can't breathe no more and my heart is aching so Confuse emotions in every way And if I could have him here then I'd see better days If he could see what he's done to me I can't sleep and I can't eat and I'm on my knees Begging the Lord to find my love and send him back Cuz now I realize he was the apple of my eye HOOK So what do I do? I'm so in love with you but somethings got to change Can't go on this way I spent plenty nights trying to make it right Cause I love you boy and I want you in my life It's like a melody in a song that's haunting me The memories of deceit makes it hard for us to be I need a little discipline in my life Cuz my soul I won't sacrifice HOOK AND AD LIB