Farewell

[Intro: Elusive] Yeah.. Usually, my music is about me.. And the way I see things.. But for this next song.. I'm gonna be telling your story.. From your point of view.. Let's see how close I am.. Uh.. [Verse 1: Elusive] If I was full of love, would you love me? All I wanted was, someone to hug me I couldn't see the beauty, looking in the mirror All I hear is all the other kids telling me I'm dumb and ugly I'm not worthy, cause every time I ever fell for someone else It seems like it was just to hurt me I got what I deserved, and I can only blame myself for Putting trust in people, when they all desert me But my life might be a short ride So I've gotta be strong, and let the doubt hide Life's an outfit, that I ain't fitting in Cause the only time, I belong is when I'm on the outside And now I wake up to a bad dream See, when I found myself - I lost my self-esteem I'm depressed, but I guess you must be deaf You don't even seem to hear a single thing, when I try and scream.. [Hook: Faith Williams] I wanted to love you.. But you wouldn't love me, for me.. All that leaves.. Is to say farewell.. I didn't want to say goodbye to you.. But you didn't give me a chance, to be true.. To myself.. All that's left, is farewell.. [Verse 2: Elusive] Afraid of love, but I seek connection Looking at myself, I see an imperfection What if it's misdirection? I got nowhere left to go So I pushed away the people tryna show affection The wrong one's I put trust in Life passes by, but I guess I'm still adjusting At the start I couldn't deal, I was crushed But if my heart is made of steel, why do I feel like it's rusting If I'm worthless, why should I be proud? Screaming loud, cause I can only do what I'm allowed I never had a handout, so I hold my hand out Hoping it might help me stand out, from the crowd Cause people treat me like I'm made of glass About to break, and you don't see me when I'm walking past Just let my voice be heard, is that too much to ask? I didn't want the drama, so here I hide behind a mask.. [Hook] [Bridge: Elusive / Faith Williams] All I really wanted, was someone I could hold.. So I don't feel alone, when night falls and it's cold.. Look into my soul, and tell me what you see.. I tried to open up, but I am only me.. [Verse 3: Elusive] In my mind, it's like a whirlwind I'd been hurt so many times, I could near end My life, but then I met a rapper who would open my eyes And it was nice, but of course, he just lost a girlfriend Together, it was only comfort we found If you ever needed me, I would always be round But I had it all backwards, cause the truth is To you, I felt more like, I was just another rebound And still you never wanted sex I guess at least I had that in common, with your ex Then I saw my life cave in, and though I needed saving I don't need your superhero complex Reading back messages you once sent And still now, I am not sure, what it all meant Like how could I rely on somebody Who just keeps threatening to leave me at any moment.. [Hook] [Outro: Elusive] Yeah.. So I guess that's it.. You know I never meant to hurt you though.. I just wanted you to know, that I understand.. Cause to me, you really are amazing.. And I just felt, your side of the story had to be told.. Before I'm gone..