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Feel like I lost the fight, with life. Right, in the windpipe, with this knife. I write, lyrics that's delirious, but let's get serious. I'm furious, with the way, that people treat me. Mom won't believe me. Dad never sees me. Increasingly, decreasing, lower. Not slower, but faster. Nothing fucking matters. Except this fucking music, and I choose it, because, I can do what me does. What I want. What I choose. Take a walk in my shoes. Try and pay all my dues, to the devil, cuz apparently, my mentality is on another level. So on that level I settle. And figure out what I think. What I think, I would share with you, but no one cares. All anyone wanna do is pat my fuckin' hair. They all fuckin' stare. I give them back the glare. The fire starts to flare, and suddenly, I wanna maul 'em, like bear.. I swear, school lately has been sucking fucking balls. I'm the lonely nigger, walking alone, in the halls. In his head, he's bawlin' his eyes out, but you won't see this. 'Cuz on the out, he's like a paraplegic. Fucking numb. Stands strong, but you kno they say, that the strong, don't stand long. Pretty ironic.. I wanna vomit, so I don't have leave for school, like they do in comics. My mind is full of knowledge, but I failed the Advanced Class. But if I could be in an advanced class, it'd be in the class, for lasts. Lasts in fucking everything. I'm blasting fucking everything, I'm fucking mad at everything. I said I was married to life, but I wanna toss out our wedding ring.. And somethings, just might never change. But if nothing gonna change, then I'mma fucking change. 'Cuz I'm a fucking odd ball. I'm the fucking odd, tall, skinny ass bitch, who wishes to be rich. To be on TV, like the Sitch, Ron, Pauly, and fuckin' Snooki. But they all treat me like a pussy. They about to push me. And I'm about to get agressive. They're dominant, I'm recessive. I hope they see this message. Charges, they can press 'em. I no longer give a fuck. Just know that when I've given up, your fuckin' time to live is up.. Fuck..