How Are We Alive

[Verse: SeezMics] There was a time when I could watch your crimson crystallize Hostage to the hell you’d held inside, yes I was hypnotized There’s no way to know where you are now, so I’ll improvise In reverse, in your eyes. Introverts, in disguise There was a time when I would care enough to get the phone That time has passed, I hope you’ve found someone to get you home I let it ring and ring preferring to be left alone Just know that in my solitude, this silence has a special tone I cannot wait until your smile loses its special glow I see your pictures and you’re shining from head to toe You let me down, you broke my heart more than you’ll ever know I guess until one of us dies, neither one will let it go (so) I cannot wait until the day I’m told that you have died I’ll cry myself to sleep, but my tears of joy will soon subside You are not human, you do NOT deserve to survive And all you did was kill yourself, so how the fuck are you alive? All you do is kill yourself, so how the fuck are you alive? All I do is kill myself, so how the fuck am I alive? All they do is kill themselves, so how the fuck are they alive? All we do is kill ourselves, so How the fuck are we alive?