Wrath of EasYak (Part 1) Extended

Skit: 1: Alright I'm about to spit some real shit.... Yall ain't even ready Intro: When they tell you what to do, don't listen When they tell you what to do, I'm insistin' That you ignore it Take control Like you 's Chuck Norris Just grab the wheel And floor it Explore man Cuz it's your life... Own it Verse 1: Try to act normal, but I can't I fail every time | I get a chance Got so many people| blocking my path And I cannot lie, normal sucks ass My dad says stop man, u gotta relax I say come on dad look at the facts Bridge 1: Everybody likes a badass But I know I'm just not that They want me to lose myself... And never want me to get that back Verse 2: I'm not normal, never was. Can't stand people, just because They don't understand the ones like me Can't let me happy; won't leave me be I'll admit to my off-putting personality [Girls don't get why I tell them all without Worrying about the fallout Being fake for women won't withstand time The divorce rate in the country is too damn high I'm not sure I am quiet willing to sacrifice My ideals that I hold so I Just to get laid. Nah I will not LIE I don't worry about how others perceive me, though I used to try I'm not quite like any other guys I have every trait that girls don't like I try too damn hard to be nice I got no damn confidence in life I can take everything but I can't stand lies Chicks are stupid they can't realize They fake 'cuz they don't really want a guy who'll listen and never will lie They just want a jerk with money I cry They don't really want me, and it's not because: I don't got money--I got enough Or 'cuz I'm not good-looking Or I am not funny I got those things and I got no worries I'm thoughtful and shit you stupid bitch Chicks just dumb 'cuz they want somebody Who'll be confident and got a perfect body Type who cares they don't fuck with Real talk real shit they looking to get fucked then thrown in a ditch Verse 3: My therapist always trying to make me change— He says it for the best I sigh and say, "oh yeah, then why don't I die? S that enough change for you yet? I can't understand why I can't be Ethan. What's wrong with him? Nothing? I have trouble believin' It's gotta be somethin' Why is the world in such a way That the loud kid is estranged Why is it never the sly wry shy quiet guy never got in detention? That's according to me, a unique perspective But I'll find out. Cuz I'm a journalist, investigatin' No wait ill be a detective I'll be concetratin' I'm always thinkin' Forever contemplatin' How others would like to see me In a state of containment Shielded from the public. In Justice is Just in Session So On what's not a lie- next I'll think Say REFLECTION And what sly hot thing I'll say next Confusion is not my intention But try to pay attention I should just shut my mouth but I just can't help it Enough is enough! I'm stuck in a rut! Everything I try just screws me up People say you're not fun when you act like that but that's how I act cuz that's who i am What does that say about me then(?), goddamn! Your paradise is for me to be paralyzed so no one will realize that you're a piece of shit out for glory, but I just want to share mine Verse 4: Just to be nice I follow others stupid advice I'm a (c)sea of complacency and cowardice Sitting in the back, let the wheel take my life I walk around making sure I can hide Within a costume or a disguise Everyone radiates animosity Yeah I am despised Whole lot of people people don't understand my cries Don't understand why there's a smile on my face but sadness in my eyes Don't understand that I'm afraid to fail at life And people say you'll do great as long as you'll try But they don't understand even the X-men were ostracized Whole lot of people mistake my pain Like I'm seeking attention or got something to gain They tell me if you know so much, why don't you change? Bridge 2: Don't they understand that I try every day? To be as they want, whatever they say But I'm struggle in vain to remain sane Cuz the truth is... I don't want to change Verse 5: I don't want to be like you All serious and stiff I don't want to be someone that don't give a shit I want to form relations stronger than this I want to be happy I don't care about big I'd rather act out in public and embarrass my kids That beat them at home till they pray for my death Rather write lines and spit them Than write lines in detention Or tell white lies to my children I'd rather have a good time and get laughed at Then wait in line for what I can't stand man I'd rather be myself then success have Listen up This is my WRATH I'd rather rap And be bad I'd rather make rhymes And be outcast I'd rather smile inside and And get gawked at Than smile on the outside But cut back Yeah this is my wrath Outro: I'd rather be alone and happy Than be busy pleasing your ass