Throwed Like This

[Intro] E-40 in this muthafucka! (E-40!) Coming back with that 1990s mob, nigga! (Bring that shit back, bruh!) You understand that! Uh huh! (Bring that shit back, man!) Look! Give it to them straight with that mob shit, man! You feel?! [Verse 1] Wrong side of the bed, that's how I woke up Throwed in the head, I'm fucked up In the mind, I wished my daddy would have never bust a nut Sometimes I wonder why I'm here Never freeze up Never stop in the streets like a deer Wildlife smell fear Get you out of here quicker than a spaceship Get rid of shit, sending it, living it, getting it On the grind! Trippin' sometimes 50 cal., fuck a 9 Take your kindness for weakness Up and down the highway, I stay with a grudge My family don't even hug Born with a mug My partner grind, he sell bud "Only time I go to clubs is when I shoot up clubs," What the little homie from the hood said Rode the back of the bus cause they was forced Hung and dragged by a horse When I say hung, not the jury and of course, of course [Hook] That's why I'm throwed like this! (Man, I can't help it, bruh! I was dropped on the head when I was a baby, man!) That's why I'm throwed like this! (I gotta protect mine! So when I was 9, my uncle and them handed me a 9!) That's why I'm throwed like this! (All I hear is sirens and helicopters! Gotta tuck the kids in the bathtub! Bullets ain't got no names!) That's why I'm throwed like this! (It's either kill or be killed out here in the 'ville! These fools will kill you, then go to a club!) [Verse 2] Banana clip, 30..., extra clip Nigga sick Two baby's momma's on welfare, Section 8, and WIC Going through it, having hardship, starving Use a broom, not a vaccum for the carpet Couldn't try no benefit card, EBT, in the inner-city You see more children in juvie than elementary Look forward to the penetentary Ready, be in there with my uncle and my daddy Living life savvy, selling candy like a cavity Catastrophe, tragedy Please Momma, don't be mad at me "I love you no matter what happens to me" That's what I told my momma, reading the Bible On the way to a revival Creator or idol, good God Almighty I hope I don't catch a body It's shitty like potty It ain't karate But they'll kick you when you're down That's why I keep a frown, keep a hundred-round Plow a sucka down if I must Put some cheese on a head, no crust Split a nigga wig, no brush None of you niggas I trust Most of you niggas wear blush Pussy-ass niggas, no nuts Poodle-ass niggas, muts Telling on niggas on the hush (Beeeyatch!) [Hook] (Everywhere I go, every time I bend a corner, them people pull me over and hem me up!) That's why I'm throwed like this! (Being from the ghetto, it was nights I didn't know where I was gonna lay my head! I had to sleep in the car!) That's why I'm throwed like this! (Smoking and drinking 24 hours around the clock! It ain't no love out there for a young black man!) That's why I'm throwed like this! (When little niggas get stressed out, they liable to play Russian roulette to see if it's they time to go!) [Verse 3] I need some weed, some drink to help me think To take my mind off the pain My Benjamin's baldheaded, they need some Rogaine Going through it, a brotha trying to have some change Know faces cause I don't remember names Life can be good, but it can be a bitch A lot of homeless people used to be rich Used to have hella chips, paid 'Til the po-po and the batter-ram raid White-collar crime the same thing too They in the feds, I know a few Fools in the federal, fools in the SHU Locked in the bing, locked in the stew Incarcerated like you, live it That's why I always try and go visit In the visiting room, picture it COs talking to us like we illiterate "I admit I'm not a graduate," that's what he say But his grandmama taught him how to pray Voted for Obama all day Raised in the South; lived in L.A Stubborn, born in the month of May Everything gotta go her way "Hella bling," that's what she say She know I'm out here pushing yay [Hook] (Ain't no physical activity for the kids no more! Just video games!) That's why I'm throwed like this! (Every time I take a step forward, I end up taking three steps back, man!) That's why I'm throwed like this! (I don't know who to trust! Shit, I can barely trust myself!) That's why I'm throwed like this! (My momma made me think I was crazy just so I can get a SSI check!) That's why I'm throwed like this!