Far From Average

[Verse 1] There’s a lot of things I gotta say to you But can’t wear my heart on my sleeve Its a little bit colder this summer don’t want it to freeze What it is, like a hundred degrees Some people get burnt in this heat Will I face my demons or sleep Only time will tell if I break Only really wanna break through my mind Cause it feel like I’m suffocating Only need more patience I know But I’m fucking sick of waiting, of course i’ve been ready to blow I was like fuck money and fame Now, I need that fasho' But it feel like my dream is so distant Cause I want it so instantly Been doubting if it was meant to be I know the devil keep testing me I’m sipping on henny, I gotta go get it These motherfuckas ain’t hipped to me I’ve been hella focus tryna get this paper You don’t really see the struggle in my eyes I'm barely sleeping every single fuckin night I guess I’m really getting closer to the light And I ain’t taking no days off I swear I'm a give it my all Money not the only reason that I’m chasing I don’t really wanna fall I can feel the pressure getting heavy While I’m elevating in the clouds Lord save me from doubts [Hook 2X] I know you see me in the magazine You think I’m living glamorous But I ain’t living like that Still I’m far from average [Verse 2] Every time I disappear Gotta come back 10 times stronger Cause they think I’m falling off but really don’t know whats up Cause I've been working 24/7 Stressing about the paper Really don’t know if I’m gon make it But I am trusting in myself anyway Don’t got no time for anybody that’s hating on me Swear I’m a shine And i really ain’t got no time to be wasting I swear that this mine Cause I’m sick of the people that's looking at me Like I’m supposed to be the realest emcee right now And maybe I am But I wasn’t working hard enough when I was younger Damn Now look at me damn it, I’m 23 I know ain’t nobody as hot as me I’m probably gon fuck up the game once I get in it Yeah yeah My flow gon' get crazy I promise just wait on it I’ve been really at my lowest point Money really got my attention And I’m fucking this game up But wanna know how long its gon take till I blow up Fuck it I'm a just roll up And blow smoke out my window I’ve been living on a cloud these days And I don’t plan to come down [Hook 2X] I know you see me in the magazine You think I’m living glamorous But I ain’t living like that Still I’m far from average