Terrace Interlude

"I guess these are your thoughts at 3 o'clock in the morning. Staring out at the terrace" [Verse 1: D'Shaun] Clothes scented nicotine Busy tryna live a dream My waters boiling lately Busy tryna raise my self esteem Stress more than a seam My life's all about the C.R.E.A.M Never compared to Jesus But do anything for my team Laying on these train tracks Wonder where my brain at My homies out to steal Pack the steel,uh stainless Meanwhile I'm thinking hat tricks How to work some magic Poof into my dreams Like abra cadabra Feel so close But I'm still so far Closest people to ya Don't know who you are Windows down when You in yo car Hoping someone see you And show you love My parents ain't tripping Cuz I made it to college I spent a lot of time in high school So my knowledge is polished But I'm astonished to be honest Why the hell am I modest Cuz in my city full of artists Swear to God I'm the hottest But success brings hate So I roll around the city Knowing this waters deep Hope I don't drown like Whitney Hanging with fake friends I'm numb to the feeling Novacane for the pain Channel Orange songs still hitting Still facing insecurities Clearly doing better No matter how I act I ain't got it all together I'm grown now C'mon now , old stuff I'm over Tryna figure a quick plan To put my shawty in the rover Tryna make sure my mans Don't gotta watch his shoulders While still tryna make this music all Rock like boulders Close and I'm getting closer Cold and it's get colder Work and work over And over , to fill these hungers It seems Me and you distant But I feel connected I gotta cut ya feelings out you like a C section But Ima keep writing And they gone keep reciting Cuz I know that they know That I be the nicest And you know what they don't You know me like my moms do Never got my French kiss So I chase that fondue I'm better than him Just wait just wait just wait and you gon' watch me I'm cold as rinks when it's hockey Hot as the powder on some takis Exalted high and anointed My records wrote be so poignant But I'm afraid and still scared That no one will ever notice.. But man I been working And I been wishing.. I said, I been working And I been wishing.. I been working And I been wishing... I said, I been working And I been wishing But I mean if That don't work then.. Back to the kitchen If that don't work then... Back to the kitchen If that don't work then.. Back to the kitchen If that don't work then.. Back to the kitchen...