Falling

"If I had the time, the things I know I'd find If I had the time, the things I have to do" [Verse 1] This is my first confession, my father it's So hard spilling my heart like Gaza strip So far I'm scarred like its part of my skin It's carved in by anger my cardanal sin My heart large as a lion The stingers barb had to hit Steve, now I believe I'm dying I need your guidance Need the light that's whiter than silas needing your vibrance To silence the violent voices the poison Avoid the poison the paranoid choices destroying The gift of life that you gave me Maybe a kiss goodnight from your lady the meaning of life Then why would you make a world when you scream help they hide I Know why cause life's a bitch, but you're still here gotta thank god for it [Hook] But I'm falling what else can I say, I'm fading away I'm fading away, I'm fading away I'm falling what else can I say, I'm fading away I'm fading away, I'm fading away [Verse 2] It's been two years since the last time we spoke Broke the codes of the cannon law you wrote The stone carved commandments Feels outlandish live by the laws or vanish Banished to pandoras box If I'm real sorry and branish a cross am I lost For my life time, yeah you watch as a witness Done some real dumb drunk shit, need your forgiveness A sickness left self inflicted, my world revolved around girls An egyptian curse an addiction swimming in sex Ma said show women the respect they deserve Six six six isn't fiction, either listen or your existance will burn Or the tables will turn on you Those ladies are humans too, and you abused that And I knew that, did it for amusement Now it's on my back like a baboon grooming Assuming that you're losing your patience If I regain your grace will I have a place in your kingdom Or am I facing extinction? The day where the human race starts sinking Is near, pardon my heart almighty I'm just another part of society, I'm sorry [Bridge] Yeah I lied and I stole from thy neighbour Fornicated way yeah I played up I haven't made a Sunday mass since twelve Will I ever leave this world? Yeah I lied and I stole from thy neighbour My Fornicated ways, yeah I played up My behaviour is blasphemy Will it all come back to me? We'll just have to wait and see [Hook]