Refractory

“Refractory” [Hook] Since I fell in love with your body I’ve been all on it, girl and I want it Since I fell in love with your body I’ve been all on it, girl and I want it Since I fell in love with your body I’ve been all on it, girl and I want it Since I fell in love with your body I’ve been all on it, girl and I want it (Repeat) [Verse 1] I’mma feed on you ‘til you bleed You’ll regret that moment that your soul was free You’ll regret that moment that your soul was weak Forbidden fruit and you chopped the tree Our time has passed and we’ve reached our peak Those lies you say that you don’t even believe Forced yourself to feel deceived To conceal the fact that it’s just conceit Quick felt guilt soon as I felt that tongue And I never thought pleasure could make me numb Got these voices in my head saying you so dumb Got me thinking it’s the young that I put in my lungs But it’s really my sense that’s trying to kick in But I’m fighting it with reasoning for my sins Deep down within, heard my intuition From the beginning, I didn’t listen Ego needed stroked Heart was fuckin broke Manhood defined by all the throats That a nigga choke And the faces he yolk And the freaky ass stories that go and get told What a fuckin joke, of a man Hiding ass coward nigga, Ku Klux Klan Internal dilemma, that I’ll never understand So you know it’s a lie, never ever again [Hook] [Verse 2] I’m a feed on you ‘til you come clean No way to hide cause I’ve seen everything You can lie to her, but never to me I can see right through your smoke screens Be a real man, step up to the plate She’ll respect the fact that you gave it to her straight She’s quietly knew all along If I admit to cheating, her ass is gone Tell on myself, my nigga hell no If I don’t snitch, she’ll never know I know that two wrongs, don’t make a right But this right going to leave me left at night Or maybe she’ll stay, but it won’t be the same We can lie to ourselves, that things have changed Everytime I go out, I’mma get the side eye I wasn’t near my phone That’s a muthafuckin lie She won’t believe shit, always throwing fits Intuition stronger than a mother’s wit A woman’s judgment, ain’t nothing to fuck it Displace that guilt and I’ll never be acquit What’s to gain from causing pain She’ll never look and admire me the same Always contain, never explain My ego too super, I’mma take this to the grave [Hook]