X's & O's (1st Person)

[Verse 1] She was the Mathilde to my Casanova But I couldn't see in the future how she would fuck me over Used to always have me boatin', floatin' in those waters After smokin' quarters, plus the bitch bought me nautica Explicit conversations, fantastic erotica Mindset as dense as encyclopedia britannica L to the head, that was a personal custom She'd tell me get in this, take those old records & dust them Rolled blunts for me, even sold once for me She was just my type, loved it when I came home cuz she, lust that pipe The sex was amazing from the couch to the basement Out her blouse she's complacent, I need that rough neck I'm cravin' Get her wet like 11 Oceans when I lay her down on that mat Damon I was Casanova but not a layman at emotional chess Queen of the Damned had me in checkmate, all this stress Damn, and I was tryna get off the River Styx Was the first bitch I went out with and tried to take the check, wait She turned me on the way she liked to take control Hop in the lincoln and speed off, ain't gotta tell her to roll They say you gotta know when to hold and know when to fold She say I ain't hold on enough and now I gotta pay the toll Found me a new bitch, buy all my weed and she don't even smoke She just like that rough sex and she love to feel the choke But I didn't love her, thoughts of my ex, my mind is cluttered Scrollin' through old texts to see all the pictures Seen a titpic she sent me, remind me how much I missed her Call me a pig, I got a problem I like to fuck alot Plus I'm hard to tame, and I like all of them dames New bitch askin' who that, I tell her you ain't wifey Don't be askin' no questions bitch, don't do that At least ones you don't want the answer too She fuckin' up, take that paper off bitch, damn you want cancer too? Stupid bitch ruined my night But this sweet tooth got my head light Last thing niggas see is the spark of the chamber before they die call that a red light Her family get into that shit but I ain't trippin' Mines got a couple heaters they could loan me but they ain't crippin' Canary yellow george foreman on that lincoln that I hit in, call that golden gloves Get killed for birds on christmas, robbed for them turtle doves Smokin' blunts with the crew, I'm a grown ass man Still feelin' like a kid , ground's lava so I'm stayin' lifted Seen us in the tabloids, but don't get our stay at the Holiday Inn twisted Everything shifted, new bitches become old Be pissed at a nigga because he don't text back or answer the phone You might say love gone wrong but this is just what I like I like a challenge, don't give it up so easy, give me a slight Cruisin' through the city, backwoods in the back of the woods at night Love the taste of the sour when I hit it, tastes like lemon lime The musings of a philly nigga in his prime Writin' the parts of this song everyday durin' smokin' time [Hook] Said she want casanova casanova, red eyes black dragon Baddest nigga to never step foot in a paddywagon [Verse 2] Never been poor, only quarters the ones that come out the 28 Not rich yet, when I make it I'mma take this bitch on a dinner date Girl come over here, let's sail our sails, be my Aiko & you know I'mma leave that pussy white & black, call that calico Never been in love, and I don't know how that shit feel I fuck hoes over, they fuck me over, don't even know if that shit's real And if it's not, I'll find love wrapped in between the leaves Bravo got your girl ready to burst from out them seams After I stopped respondin' her mood blue like the color in them denim jeans And all this shit with you and ya new man seems fishy but I ain't castin' Take my pants off & apply that bass, said it feel like two and a half men All that OG Kusher I'm ashin', expressin' my passion End the statement when she get blood on that mat Tell somebody bring the everlast in All I rap about is X's and O's like my favorite game is tic tac toe [Break] [Verse 3] She get drunk, call me & tell me she love me I can't trust it, after last time I ain't no dummy Love still in the air but a nigga tryna hold his breath Reminisce on the days she made me bust til there was nothin' left The sex was great specialy after she rolled the blunt She was special, ain't get booted nah wasn't good at punts Well not with her anyways, stayed w/ her many days Watchin' the ashes touch the sand of the beach when I pluck Throw the roach in the ocean, and now it's time to fuck Back to the present, time to unwrap this box in front of me Christmas tree aroma lingers in the air She screamin', grabbin' the bed runnin' her fingers through my hair Got another call after the 3 drunken texts I ain't respond to She said baby you know I'm yours & you know you're mines too She said all she want is the old us back But I can't relapse, that shit was like crack She come over, self inflicted shots at point blank I'm rollin' across the table from her watchin' this mistake I gave her what she wanted then she passed out on the table Her favorite thing used to be me lickin' body shots off her navel Then she go down the south pole, cold as my heart was She walk in the room, gimme that look, knew that a dart was Approachin' it was time to stick it I like general tso's but she like Popeye's, the real chicken [Hook 2] Through them alcohol tears she express her drunken fears She was the admiration of all her peers but they all hated me Cuz I smoked blunts & cursed too much, they ain't want her datin' me Her momma was fine with it but her daddy wanted to get the shottie He could sense I'd seen his daughter's naked body [Verse 4] She wake up sober & in a daze, smell the stench of that purple haze The sunset passed, blue sky turned into clouds of gray I ask her "are you happy, you realize what you've done to me? You seduced me & drove me crazy, it must be fun to see" She didn't know how to answer, just took a sip of that Absolut I take a puff, she take a sip, we watch each other, sittin' on mute No words spoken, you could cut the tension in the air with a knife This ain't the same girl who was supposed to end up my wife I could see from the way she held the bottle she had a problem Unlike me, see I'm bout mary jane like the enemy of green goblin They say, moving on is such a sad sorrow It makes it better when you don't have to see that person tomorrow High school relationships, that shit was never easy But now I got em spread eagle, the position we in look just like a squeegee She down the bottle and she wanna go another round Hopped on pop before I even got to put it down I put it down she in love again, I'm tellin' her to invite a friend She offended, tell me she thought it was just me & her Told her "you wasted so much of my time, I gotta be reimbursed" She tell me it's just me & her against the world Tell her I never liked 2Pac, now come here girl You're sick, and I'm bouta give you this flu shot