Devil may cry

(INTRO) Yeah You know I gotta give you that though provoking shit for the ghetto man Its gonna really fuck you up on this one You ain't from the hood I don't think you can feel this one (VERSE 1) Yo look Everything that I’ve been through man its all pain I’ve been lied to all my life its all game I’m looking for a change but everything is the same I’m in sane and this pain is just killing my brain I’m alone in my room, that's more time to think I’m alone and I’m stressed that's more time to drink Can’t sleep eyes open no time to blink Tears coming down my face, heart’s starting to sink Its like my life’s in the gutter I don't feel myself I’m real with everybody around but not myself I flip out wanna grab a pound and hurt myself But god won't open the gates if I murk myself I’m at war with myself and I can't make peace I’m emotional stress can't eat feel weak I break down and cry wanna live in the sky Physically I’m alive mentally I just died (VERSE 2) Yo My best friend that I grew up with Same age difference is he grew up quick From the stat we was on the same path than you drifted apart You had a change in your heart I was calm and cool you was rallying loud You let peer pressure blend you in with the wrong crowd Started on the block slinging bullets were banging Next thing you know you passed and my life styles changing I’m sorry I ain't go to the funeral service You must think up in heaven kid worthless Sorry I ain't visit your grandma I’m sorry I ain't visit your grandpa Its too much pain I wanna go know but its too much shame Just to look at their face man what’d they say I shed tears for you, eventhough that you’re gone I just wanna say your best friends here for you (VERSE 3) I keep on in the chamber just to calm my anger Im my own enemy, how I’m a run from danger Im looking in the mirror and im seeing a stranger Life crashing down just like a bad game of jenga Im more depressed than Kurt Kobain Wanna sniff cocaine Yo my life is a shame A wild animal dog I can't be tamed My fuck ups my fault no one else to blame Im lying in controllably crying uncontrollably Pain enside how the fuck you suppose to see People don't understand niggas that close to me Maybe cause I keep a straight face like pokabee Shit wasn't supposed to be like this holding me down Now I let the demons take control of me I feel what you can't feel See what you can't see On to the boom pull the trigger I’m pain free