Bipolar

[Verse 1: Donnie Darko] Look Yo Pain is a part life Shit change all the time I'm a ghetto boy Mah mind playing tricks They hold a medal, boy They got plenty clicks Even schools ain't safe I learn from Columbine Looking in mirror You see a whole different person When you depressed, you stressed And you're feeling worthless Fuck everybody You wanna be alone You ain't gotta care Drug keep you in a zone You're got anxiety And you're fighting yourself That's the irony Motherfuckers don't understand When you dead broke They say you still living You wanna heaven on earth It ain't a fucking plan Every time you talk It's like you wanna cry And every gun you see Just make you wanna die No bitches, visits or phone calls Just an inside pain They don't know Yooo [Verse 2: Donnie Darko] I've been through every fucking slum you can ever see What's a point rapping about money That ain't me I'mma give that real shit It's a part of me I got a vision Even a blind nigga see I had a couple problems Started hitting a bottle I was smoking weed Leaving life full of trouble I was outta school Feeling like a damn fool Fuck a bitch Give a dick was mah own model Man, that streets cold But mah heart colder Even family member give you a cold shoulder A bunch of bullshit That's how a nigga feel When i need escape That's when i pop a pill Bad thoughts in my head Like I wanna kill Cause bum niggas wanna beef When i'm trynna chill I'm kinda nerves for mah live So i'm [?] still And to the niggas who [?] I ain't holy feel [Verse 3: Donnie Darko] When you look around the world Is it disarray Cuz when you feel You start to [?] You move a [?] day I guess you real proud All you ever talk about It's how you smoke [?] Nigga, please A lot of people are dying A lot of mothers are crying We're all an older onion I'm trynna educat Stay cold, meditate For the niggas in slums who can't elevate I'm dedicated to music [?] I was born with that talent How can i lose it? I'm from a hood No respect if you run your mouth Lo Key you're getting money You wanna brag about I got a couple problems But i never show them I don't need a handout So I never own them It's a part of a game You in your own lane And fuck everybody Cuz this is your pain