A Letter I'll Never Send

Dear Sweetheart [ VERSE 1 ] How you're doin? Fine, I hope.. well, I'm not okay I wanna tell you how I miss you day after day How I pray that you come back, back in my life So I can keep my promise that you'll be my wife One more chance is all I'm askin, it won't be like before Your emotions going up and down like a see-saw As I sit and write this letter it's a rainy night I can't help but think about how that made us alright When it was storming we would listen to the quiet storm With the red light on, you're so tender and warm Then you'd kiss me with a passion that no girl can match I'd kiss you the same way, and our bodies would latch In ecstacy, all my dreams became reality To myself I say: God, she is so pretty Your whispers are gentle when you whisper my name When you whispered that you're comin always made me came You're more than a lover, you're my best friend Here's a letter to you, girl, that I'll never send [ VERSE 2 ] Romantic dinners, the late nights at the beach You would call me your plum, and you was my peach We would walk in the sand, holdin hands Everything came natural without no plans Valentine is comin up: Would you be my Valentine? Don't let me get addicted to this Nighttrain wine I know I took you for granted, played with you like a toy When you gave me your love that brought you so much joy I'm only human, baby, please forgive my mistakes Thought my heart was stone, that it could never break Now it's broken into pieces beyond repair I can't love another girl, cause I have no spare Here I am in my room, listening to Sade With my friends I try to front like it's all okay Do you hear my plead, vibrating your soul This hurting feeling is out of control You're more than a lover, you're my best friend Here's a letter to you, girl, that I'll never send [ VERSE 3 ] It was your idea for me to know your best friend You needed someone to talk to, you said, "Dee, please lend A companionship, spend time with her" It was written on the wall what might occur I say your friend fell in love with me time after time You said, "Listen, Donald-D, it's all in your mind" Until that night she said "Come over" - and not with you She said she wasn't feeling well, but made dinner for two We had too much to drink, your trust I disobeyed I shoulda walked away when she dropped her negligee I was weakened by temptation, like Adam with Eve She promised not to tell, but then deceived The untold truth, what happened under her roof And the bad thing about it is I have no proof Only request that I cheated, distroyed your trust Look what a one night stand has done to us You're more than a lover, you're my best friend Here's a letter to you, girl, I'll never send [ VERSE 4 ] Lonely nights I spend with my TV set And a vision of a girl who has swept Me off of my feet, made my heart skip a beat And that's when I realized you was mine to keep But I don't eat, can't much time for sleep Because depression has sunken very deep I love you, baby, more than you'll ever know What is fame and fortune when I cannot show A share of care, run my fingers through your hair Deep down inside I know you wonder where I am right now, but there's this word called 'pride' That's keeping you from being by my side I can't hide, so I let the tears fall free Other girls say forget you and go with me But you're the only one, baby, with the magical touch I'm not ashamed to tell the world that I love you so much You're more than a lover, you're my best friend Here's a letter to you, girl, that I'll never send