Where I Wanna Be

[Hook] In the darkest days, the rain that falls Hear me from the life that calls And all the things I need to find an answer for But in the end I know I'll see The truth in all that I believe I do what I gotta do Cause I know that this, is where I wanna be [Verse 1: DMX] Got a lot to say, but don't know who to talk to Step with a purpose, but don't know where to walk to Anything I ever said, ever meant something? I know, because the person I said it to, told me it meant something My life has a meaning,my life has a purpose No matter how dark it gets, I knew that it was worth it Fuck what it looked like on the surface Seen it all ,but not all heard us, like sometimes i was worthless Can't expect everybody to get what you doing Can't expect them all to be with what you doing Don't give a fuck if a motherfucker hating What you think it is with me ,but whats good with you lately I hate when i sense this shit, trying to make sense of this shit knowing that its sensitive shit Niggas so dumb, that they don't even sense the shit You said the shit, so I know you meant the shit you said [Hook] [Verse 2: Big Stan] Born with addiction with fast living with high stakes I race down a highway of life with no breaks Make no apologies for the risks that I take And manning up to the repercussions that I face No silver spoon, I was raised in a crowded room Rarely seen the sun, faced a lot of gloom I hit the streets too soon before 21 Working on the clock since and on it until I'm done I'm never clocking out, but always locking in I had a warm heart, lost a lot of friends And losing them make me feel like I was drowning So please forgive the chill when you around me Dreamed of living right, big family, the picket fence Grandkids I will get to share my story with But here I am, living vile as I stand my ground Just hope it doesn't end, with shots fired, man down [Hook] [Verse 3: DMX] If i could bottle the inspiration Id be a billionaire,straight fuckin villian yeah, X baby you still in there I feel the air, i can smell the death in it Yall be leftin? it so fuck nigga step with it The walk is easy, the journey ain't worth nothing That's why every day a nigga wanna hurt something But, I made progress, more or less If I can avoid the stress, I can avoid the rest A nigga stay dealing with the bullshit daily Niggas is worse than the bitches, y'all hear me? Straight up and fed up(what!), i'll have you sprayed up and wet up(what!) Now you laid up and won't get up Now look at what the fuck you got yourself into All i did was open the curtains and you jumped out the window That's what suckers do You just a punk motherfucker you,got a nigga like motherfucker OOH! [Hook]