Confused

Yo, well it's Friday night, I just cashed my cheque The weekend's here so my thoughts I collect It's been a long week, but here comes the weekend Time for girl seeking, should I hit the Beacon? Or maybe the Apollo? Or should I just max in? Take in a movie, hit the boom, relaxin Couldn't decide so I just headed home Pump the Walkman do on the headphone Subway was packed, I couldn't find a seat So I stood boppin to a Gangstarr beat I'm in the last car so the buddha's in the air Half an hour's passed, yeah I'm almost here Got off the train, flagged down a taxi A four dollar ride but he tried to tax me Knew I wasn't havin it, I only gave him four Got out the car then I slammed the door In front of my building I saw my ex-girl She had a knapsack on her back (Hello) I said "Hello, what brings you around? You used to try and diss me so don't say you miss me" She said she made a mistake when she left me For a kid whose pockets were hefty And at the time I didn't have a dime "So tell me what's on your mind?" She said she wants me back, things will be fat I said "Wait a minute baby, don't start attackin Things have changed and I'm not hookin" But she was still good lookin [Hook] I'm so confused I don't know what to do I'm so confused, baby I'm so confused I don't know what to do About me and you Invited her in for a chit-chat She offered me a Stog' but I said I wasn't with that We began to conversate, I started to unwind "Can I take my shoes off if you don't mind?" Thinkin of the skins and whether I should hit em She's makin it easy, cos now she throwin rhythm Rubbin on my legs, lookin in my eyes While I was schemin, memorise all the lies So I just sit back, crack a six pack Hit the boom and grabbed a handful of Tic Tacs Now's the time, no need to start fakin Let's commence the love makin On and on til the next morn Pumpin all night like Exxon Feelings of guilt began to sprout so I stop And like "As We Lay" by Shirley Murdock I forgot about tomorrow and now I feel shaky I know I was wrong and it makes me Think, what would I do if I found That my main squeeze was the neighbourhood skeez [Hook] I'm up before the honey so I drinks some juice Try to fight the feeling but it's no use I thought with the wrong head, nuff said Can't tell me girl, I know that's dead When she awoke I tried to play it off and say "I gotta go but baby come another day" She said "What's the rush?" "My feelings will be crushed, if you keep me on a hush-hush" What am I to do, I'm caught in a bind But I gotta make up my mind I said it was fun and we can do it again Don't want a commitment but we can be friends She said okay but I could see she was mad Lookin in my eyes, like the sea she was sad I don't mean to hurt you and lead you on Rapture of passion, champagne glasses Reality sets in, so honey, let's indulge In conversation for the duration And we can get together at another time (Why?) Cos now's too much on my mind [Hook]