Trapeze

I'll never tell you what I saw Or how it made me breathe I'll never repeat what I heard How long it took me to leave I'll never tell you what I saw Or how it made my smile freeze Cause this world is a whirlwind, but I'm holding that trapeze And I'll never tell you what I saw I'll never tell you who I loved Or how they made me free I'll never tell you how I slept Back when I was 15 I thought that I could just forget The bricks that have built me But this world is a whirlwind and I'm holding that trapeze And I'll never tell you who I loved But if I could tell you one thing I would tell you I'm not leaving If I could show you one thing All my mistakes have shaped me Into who I am And who I am just wants to make you home I'll never tell you why I drive Into the night and back again I hardly speak of my hometown My little hands in the cement I'll never tell you what I saw, close the door, swallow the key But this world is a whirlwind and I'm holding that trapeze Ya this world keeps on turning, love is carried in a sling Ya this world is a whirlwind and I'm holding that trapeze So I'll never tell you what I saw