Letter To My Boys

[Hook:] As my head spins, I don't know How this slide show had the time to grow I was too interested, on living life alone Running through the manor Chasing money, chasing slappers Man, doesn't really matter I'm just trying to make this happen, here's a letter to my boys [Verse 1:] Out to everyone I ran the streets with You know more so, that this here is deep shit Me, Wilsey and Dulph, inside of a cheap whip Or in the park in a Friday night with three chicks Or up Lenny's, before he had the belly A few less scars too, a bit less rough and ready Bags it out, trying to earn money bags already Face is in the place, back when Grav's yard was heavy Joe, gave me half O, see me start slow Freestyling in his Dad's flat with Gurdack Then he disappeared and never thought to turn back Up to jackos, see my wrist slashed my glass smashed When little Guiness was as quiet as a field mouse We would've stole your car and probably burnt the fields down When i was bigger than my little brother Heathway to Princes, there's too many names to cover [Hook:] As my head spins, I don't know How this slide show had the time to grow I was too interested, on living life alone Running through the manor Chasing money, chasing slappers Man, doesn't really matter I'm just trying to make this happen, here's a letter to my boys [Verse 2:] As it grew, I feel i got a fraction older quicker I felt lonely inside and maybe slightly bitter Start writing, told myself I'll be a spitter Then I met dogs and Mikey and the Picture figured Too people i could click with on an older level Mike saw the full pattern, Dogz could see the rebel At just fifteen I resurrected my whole crew from hard times Young and on this mad vibe Then we met Deepz and Cozzie and we brought em in Along with Benson and M.eye, I Knew from my sides Back in '05 when we used to smoke and drink Fifty kids on Broad Street, on the corner pissed Way back when there was meat upon my bones A shoe lace around my neck, held my keys and phone Heathway, to Lego Flats, Chequers back to Valence House We represent it to the fullest for our habitat [Hook:] As my head spins, I don't know How this slide show had the time to grow I was too interested, on living life alone Running through the manor Chasing money, chasing slappers Man, doesn't really matter I'm just trying to make this happen, here's a letter to my boys [Verse 3:] Deeper had two friends, called Mike & Wes My boys now, we share a bag and light the blessed Wes knew Ghetts, I Met Ghetts at Manor Park In the youth club with Hastie and we sprayed some bars Three years prior, Rest In Piece, Haste Remember days he used to run around the Heathway But I don't get to see your face into these days Last craze, will I make it through this blind rage Ghetts started showing love, and really understood Though I was better than fucking good, he ran the hood Behind the mic, just like we still do Danny C's was too expensive, we moved to Lew's Who by the way, I forgot to say I met when I was 13, I knew his brother 'Blaze' From Romford to Victoria Road we used to spray Bars on the old mic, we're jumpy records played So [Hook:] As my head spins, I don't know How this slide show had the time to grow I was too interested, on living life alone Running through the manor Chasing money, chasing slappers Man, doesn't really matter I'm just trying to make this happen, here's a letter to my boys