Love Letter

[Verse 1] My girl getting sick of me, and I don't blame her I don't give her no time, too busy trynna be famous Occupied by the ladies that I could possibly lay with A nigga stuck in his ways and I don't know how to change it Shit, I don't wanna lose her, but that's the way it's headed I try to reconcile, but she just tell me to forget it And she be like Devin, this ain't working and I'm leaving you I'm sick of you having your cake and trying to eat it, too She's that uhm, but my pride will never let me show it So I tell her I love her, just to make sure that she know it She says it's hard to believe and pursuing me is hopeless Cause a relationship just isn't my main focus I just chill with them girls, I know my heart's with her So I don't see a problem, that's where men and women differ Guilty of temptation and ladies I could be with Cause nowadays pulling hers is similar to breathing, it's easy Shit, I don't even have to try It's like all I need is hiding them hoes is down the ride I'm straight forward, but she swear that I'm a secrecy Cause of the girls that be facebook and tweeting me And when I reach my phone, when I hear it vibrate And how quickly I do she think there's something I'm hiding I swear that ain't the case, but she insist a nigga lying There's no need for crying, you should know that I'm private I find myself writing, I'm hoping that she listen And that she remember I love her and I miss her I'm dealing with reality and the fact that did her wrong It's hard to accept, the fact that she's gone I said I'm hoping that she listen And that she remember I love her and I miss her The reality and the fact that did her wrong, it's hard to accept [Verse 2] Like my heart is missing a beat My niggas tell me don't stress, there's other fish in the sea I brush it off like it ain't getting to me But there are sides to a nigga, I'm wishing people could see She's distant and seems to be close-up in my dreams I keep hitting this tree and drift off in the breeze Reminiscing in times she was spending with me Sort of brings me a piece and quick sense of relief So I'm cool now, but still a nigga left to wonder Is she feeling the same or am I replaced by another Is she feeling my pain and is she telling or straight I hope it's not the ladder cause my smile is gone away But y'all won't see that on the surface I'm like fuck, I'mma cry for her But deep inside I'm pleading and asking why Lord Her friends hit me up and say I have it backwards But I can't call her, I can't give that satisfaction In times passing, days turn to weeks Just when you think it's all good it's swept from under your feet No current, no undertone world pull at high tide And it's the petting that is going on in my life One minute it's good, next minute it collapse And when it's going right, next minute is off track But a youngun never slip, just need help along the ways So could you lend me a penny to get out this hard a way Maybe two, two cents is all that's needed and I'm golden Fuck it, a pad and pen is all I need to keep me going Need to keep me hopeful cause life changes And sometimes it ain't the way it's supposed to But I'm hoping that she listen And that she remember I love her and I miss her The reality and the fact that did her wrong, it's hard to accept