Wild Thoughts

[Intro] Carrying burdens and keep on reminiscing and dwelling in the past Never focusing on the present and what’s now, time never lasts And thinking and day dreaming about the future, this makes me sad Not focusing on what’s important till it comes by and fail, blast [Verse 1] Writing things down, please help me I’m out of control, overthinking I can’t stop thinking and day dreaming, I can’t keep still, fidgeting I’m going crazy, I’m going insane, I can’t seem to control my thoughts Told myself to let it all out so I put it all down, it’s been a long time coming Lazy body with no actions, mind ready no actions, stresses of a tired brain Can’t keep focused, lost and confused, feeling so suicidal I’m so lame Blow my head up with a gun, erase the migraines, headaches, and trauma Psychological effect, I need some rehab and therapy, overdosed llama Man NBA memes, like there goes away my reputation and legacy Guess I would have to find myself a way back, I’m down in history This fantasy seems to be my life, I definitely need peace to my mind Statuses be all random, can’t stop spitting, worrying all blind Massage my face and head, like I really need to get back to work Drooling, snoring, checklist, can’t stop spitting, fleas, lice, bed bugs Uggs, trap back jumping, hopping around, crawling, and walking across Lost, blurt, burp, after taste rotten leftover residue last time a while ago Slow, horrible traffic, frustrating yell, shout, and stretch, air bubble mesh Blessed, spoiled, annoying, whiny, anger, wires be trippy and cold carelessness Thinking in the shower small basketball hoops and thinking I gotta stop Mistakes, worrying, I either look really good or ugly, mud room that cop [Verse 2] My table now and my bedroom now all messy, mistyping these typos Dimples and whiskers, washing my hands way too clean really lose oil As a different skin color all dry, lotion, blogging, jogging, changing Balls be sweating and coming through and past the clothes, aroma clinging Over here and over there, little bit here and there, wash ups, body wash Spraying graffiti all over that metal, gravel, pavement, walls, cash Making references, parenthesis, ruin a good instrumental over nothing Dad not home so gotta lock all the doors and close off all the lights Always forgetting what I have to say, so I have to resay it again, such a mess My thoughts think up something crazy, but my body decides not to do it Telling myself to shut it or erase those thoughts, but it’s itching to do it Always catching myself almost swearing and cussing, how long for the bearing Instead I whisper it or say it in my head, also my horrible addictions must stop Arriving at school fancy or lazy ugly in my bunch of nice and outside clothes Always stuffy, stiff, and tiring, so when I go home I immediately change fast Take off my cap, clothes, accessories, and bracelets, change into something comfy Looking through the laundry basket for clothes so tiring and stressful Ripped, burned, broken, stretched, and torn socks, no boxers or clothes I’m looking for Wild thoughts, I be putting on different personas and finding out about myself [Verse 3] Fans, like I don’t even got any, like now and super low numbers of people Vacuums and vacuuming the place, wild thoughts, songwriter everyone wants me No hooks and bridges just straight up, that’s right I’m right no time wasted Screaming and yelling to relieve, relief the stress, they’d be crawling tasted Making featuring people all famous and popular over my hard work Something they didn’t even write, but people dig the bread more than the meat Like the repetitive repetition of the lines instead of the unknown meaningful rhymes Boku wa Tomodachi ga Sukunai, is the way I be learning to make friends Ridiculous right but that’s how I be rolling cause I’m a lone wolf and lonely PC and macs, drop that pod down the shirt and feel the cold wire feel, tingle Mingles I don’t really do, ears morph shape with the earphones, drowsy single Computerized auto-tune call up T-Pain, dirty clothes be laying around everywhere Clothes all dirty laid on the floor around the house, menu, blow up this ain’t fair Soap and drips of water be on the ground tainting the floor and wiping the paint Can’t wait to leave this trash place, that Lil B, sanitary clean facility, I’m gonna faint Really really just wanna get this over with so I don’t have to deal with this Anymore that’s what I want, started myself back to the bottom, screw this