The Anxious Mind

[Intro] Yeah Uh The anxious mind Stargazer Detox The Real JGKC [Verse 1] Time is my worst enemy right now So worried about the future this is what it’s about The feeling of anxiety is so very cruel Everything happening so fast idk what to do Don’t know what college I’ll go to, worries Or even if I’ll even get accepted into any Like from 2010 to 2014 I’d be establishing My career and my music, on my grind no stopping [Verse 2] I don’t know, can’t seem to really connect I know that I am blessed but I must confess Twisting and turning in the bed, wake up with my nose plugged All smelly, hazy, sore, sleepy, cracked lips, bad hair day, messy Eye boogers, flaky skin, glasses blocking nose and voice, drowsy Hardened lip skin makes it hard to smile Can’t move my mouth so either I rip if off Or drink some water, making weird faces, help me stop Bruise inside the top of my mouth, tongue bothering Half sleeping and awake dreaming and thinking About what things might happen I’d be mid sleeping Then lift my body straight up and check it immediately Cause I’m just so anxious that I really need to see [Verse 3] Black pendent, independent, forget hooks and bridges Selfish person who wants to hit the stage by himself, fidget Want and need more sleep but I ain’t getting it Angry and aggravating over everything solve with a fist Recording and rapping over 6 songs on a mixtape Building up my fan base is difficult and hard on a daily basis Wanting and day dreaming about a life as a Korean drama Maybe even an anime cause this life ain’t any better Bring an umbrella I’d be doing that major heavy brainstorm Like sixteen ain’t enough, bringing the coffee and the corn Feeling so nauseous, I am just so neurotic Angst, tension, troubles, and uncertainty put me into panic [Verse 4] Wake me up from this dream, say it into my face Words and letters misspelled and placed in the wrong place Burden of the past, not important present, and fantasy future Writing my own life story when really I ain’t the carver Racking up them dreams, just to see them all fall One day I hope to stop these meaningless subjects and calls It’s been a long time coming, that’s what I predicted I should be an oracle, my eyes would be mad driven Powerless fiend all crazy, driven by his fantasy He be far away and distant from the lord presently Just tryna get it get it, but not focusing on what’s important Now, now, now, it’s now or never that’s important