Spectre

[Verse 1] If there wasn’t so many ripples From all the struggles that seem so little Then maybe my face would be clear Yeah no more pain no more fear Hard work over failure But I can’t stop thinking failure Man, all this water that I tread I’ve never felt so dead Now I’m just a ghost passing by Don’t mind me just do you fine Wonder if all this effort is really worth it Wonder if this is necessary for my purpose But I can’t seem to turn back I don’t even know where I’m at Uh, regrets and regrets Give me a moment let me cry for a sec Gaze upon and see all the smiles So far away, millions of miles My high school life has disappeared TV shows and movies don’t help the drear All these trials and tribulations The grand test for my patience Caught in between, stuck in the middle Everything is shrouded in a riddle Mixtapes in the trash, friends out the back Rambling with talks, I feel so wack Near my peers but I can’t relate Loss of memories that I can’t compensate All those people are all would have beens But I guess I couldn’t settle my differences Peace and calm form of lifestyle But feeling so lonely after for a while Classmates all enjoying the sun I’m dwelling in the dark having no fun That’s the choice that I’ve made Disappear, yeah I'mma bout to fade away [Outro] Time slowly fades Identity slowly erased Lone wolf with no pack Ain’t nothing I can take back All my friends screaming no school And here I am making music that they listen to Hard grind don’t guarantee recognition Always down in the ground no appreciation But that’s what it is huh?