Rambling, Pt. III

[Intro] Let’s try and stop this I hate this I don’t ever wanna do this ever again But somehow I gotta let it all out And hopefully this will be the last Pray to my Father That I can keep my mind under control For the future and the times to come Anyways Uh, leggo [Verse 1] Wake up feeling so sore outta bed So stiff then splash hard onto the squeaky spinney chair Scared for the future, life is such a boring cycle life Always fantasizing and dreaming about my future wife But that’s how I stop my super addiction Conviction, I always long for my perfect ideal wife But how can I ask for perfect if I ain’t perfect Horrible husband, all lazy and non-committed Got crabs, dirt under the fingernails, overthinking Thinking too too much, playing NBA 2K11 only for the stats Also numbers, my penmanship is so bad writing on paper Got pale and dry skin details of my crummy hands Cold hands, wrists, and feet, would you understand Food and snacks eating till full, and then I’m shaking Diabetes runs in the family, and personally got diarrhea Sorry for the women gonorrhea, blurry eyes it sucks Crack my neck and stretch my back, one better than the other Glass with my icky fingerprint taints and marks all over Always have to roll my head around even with a snapback I really don’t know how others do it, I’ve been stressing so hard I could be going bald just say it to my scalp, weird hat hair Cats, dogs, tune out and zone out, then do the shivering My hair not perfect like others, guess I’m a brawl Checks and check marks all over, it helps me definitely Lisp of a guy, lots of junk and trash in my laptop dash computer Scratching, playing, wiping, fingering, itching, popping, poking Skin, acne, nose, forehead, back, front, abs, eyebrows, hair Scalp, ear, neck, cheeks, face, eye pockets, chin, and facial hair Wow gosh, please throw me into therapy I need some rehab Again, others are so immature and I ain’t that mature either Johnny Styles, Elementalnaz, and Harris 73 were supposed to be here On this track repping with me in their voices, when toes hits it hurts Those copyrights of Youtube are so strict and annoying But you know it’s the law, ask myself what talents do I have Fatigue of Sunday afternoons and mornings, stupid rules kills So stressful, work hard, days to come, hustling call it Detox Muzik What am I better than at others, aggravating and temperature Tell my so called kids that your father could’ve been smarter Politics I don’t listen and pay attention to but it’s important To know, longer and longer, always wearing the same belt One pair of jeans, three white striped and blue adidas hoodie Dead skin, dandruff, acne pimples, dimples, ripples falling And so messy, pencils and pens are essentials, so bruised Sensitive me, itchy when someone touches me, don’t touch me Earphones in sometimes it itches too, farting farty fart farts Smell the air, so smelly, moist in the air, breath of fresh air Oh breath, yes sir, touching face all the time and it causes So much trouble, I’m just mediocre at and in everything Stuffy and stinky nose, I close it together and I’m like gah Smell of grass or some weird material, little details are stressful Not knowledgeable enough, smarter, left hanging on the building Write it up as I wrote it straight up, scent I can’t really describe But sweaty, dirty, icky, old, dusty, and prolly a bunch of other stuff Wonder what people might say about me wasting my talents Started from the bottom and still we here, starting myself below Making myself start back from scratch why did I do that But I think it’s for the benefit of all people including me and fans Yeet hay butthole, using the same towel to wipe every part of my body Such a horrible feeling and thought, tummy growling and hungry Always have to smell the clothes to see if they are dirty or not Ironic even though they’ve been washed usually they are not Same for the utensils and dishes and cups, always stroke it to see Man, apostrophe and language, parents put up way too much They put up way too much security although it’s all safe But I understand their pain and worries about a thief or killer Raper even, scratch it a little, I can’t sit still writing so I type Playing osu shake the table when I do the spin wheel Smell of the moment and the picture I will remember it Backpack and purses getting stolen, it’s on the news Harlem shake like what, face numbed and dumbed, winter zone Skinny, weak, meek, shy, loner, embarrassing, not smart, reliant Got em presidential like white house stuff and issues Dream of my life and daydream it all away, like I don’t got no Anymore sort of reason or purpose to live, so I don’t want it I don’t want it to happen but only in some of the ways Still gotta get this problem and thoughts outta my head Feeling so suicidal all day no sleep, new day, so nervous New beginning is what I want, but I’m thinking too much Lick my lips it’s all moist, smell, suck, push out through Just kidding so dry and not moist at all cracked and ugly Stargazer buoy right, boy some tracks should remain untouched Looking, scanning, memorizing last moment, tryna cram it Mouth hurts, teeth rotting away with cavity and germs Teeth gum hurts, roots burn, root canal, no nerve So does eating gum it also hurts, humus on the big market Mac Miller on that track like it’s desultory life and random Condoms all around like they be sleeping all smelly orgy yuck Save as that’s what I do on that on that word documents Folders and a bunch of pictures and trash, pipe hole bowl Right now I want an adventure tired of life I wish I was a hero Jayden always smiling and laughing makes me so annoyed And angry, when he touches, hurts me, or bothers so annoying The crying please stop and learn, blue, black, red, and white Fish and chips, eat one bowl of rice and side dishes I become full I’ll never grow, put my hands in my pocket touch And rub all foul grease grime Write it all down and gather all my thoughts, such a diss song I hate this so much, I hate this so much, please I wanna get this rid Inflated over stupid things like this I got major problems My unique gift and curse I might as well tell my haters my problems Stargazer