Rambling, Pt. II

[Intro] Uh, it’s Real JGKC Stargazer Alright, let’s not waste any more time Let’s go [Verse 1] Illuminate, shine bright for the Lord I gotta admit that my life has got me mostly bored Uh, man can you just believe it I don’t want that to continue this way time to fix Hay fever in the springtime, horrible allergies In the morn swallow pills down so quickly Sore throat from eating all the food I can’t eat Hair itchy, greased, and icky so now I can’t sleep Little pieces of hair all sweaty fly around my face Wanna buzz all the annoyance off, it ruins my pace Yeah, Shutter shades you can barely see my eyes Expression hidden from y’all, I’m in disguise Clipping away the dirty fingernails leaving evidence Told you all that I wanted to have a good remembrance But I ain’t in favor with the LA Clippers, never Always will be riding like the smooth Jazz, better Ain’t gonna trip, cause my vision is 20/20 Funny, for those who don’t anything you’re lucky Posting FB pics from my app using PWfree Just a hobby to fill my time, so wastefully Uncomfortable as I walk towards the trash can or sink Dumping scraps that could fill a poverty kid in a blink Guilt stuck in me, random website adds don’t help Donating money, give em some books on my shelf My appearance on pictures all great from FX and edits Take off my mask and my face show pimples and dimples Acne coming back, windshield wiper wiping the rain Both bothersome cause they come back, all the same Thoughts and eyes all weird as we drive around town Heads hurt in general or from reading, those sounds Towel all wet from eye contacts, snots, and body Shawty you need to leave, need to get my act quickly Washing hands with that extra clean soap won’t do it Can’t just solely wash away my sins, ain’t the trick I need Jesus, will you help this fellow Chinese American Who has issues and problems with no buffs no Baron Wow, I feel so faded high off my fantasy Cray as it sounds I need a rehab, hurry please Lead poison is just so dangerous, yes But sin is even more deadly, thank God I’m blessed And when I say it I truly mean it, now I use new pencils Ain’t a hundred percent, teeth sends me to the dental Waking up from a good sleep or bad dream, sleepy Nightmares and migraines like Jadakiss, plenty My wires break down, Ghostcandy earphones Spend another 10 bucks on it, another owned Itchy scalp and skin, my sleepless nights kill me Wake up drunk with the smelly breath, all drowsy Splash and drink cold water, no bottled aqua Brush teeth and spit, fire lit, ticks, and kicks Limited, put on a hat either snapback or fitted cap Rap maybe later, after I hit the books I’ll do that Daily life so frustrating, procrastinating my homework Works and never works at the same time, derp People think I’m crazy when I beat with an object But I object got a tune when I hit, every sec Working and proving myself with the mixtapes But although it sucks it’s for me and my fan’s sake Shake that dirt off my shoulder, rhymes all random Death notes to me to kill myself or else, ransom Either way I lose, death or death, anyway I choose Murked by my hand or by someone else’s shoes Dreams my brain create so crazy and so oblique Interesting and frightening, I don’t count sheep Told y’all in JEMS I have a dream and I ain’t stopping Haters and skeptics go ahead with your mocking Raja don’t come alive so I decided to live it for him Shooting small basketball hoops, in from net or rim Spin my head around loose, it’s super insane Uh, you all will never understand the weird pain Writing down pages in my journal like a girl diary Will this music ever get to become my salary Yeah, dreams, dreams, imagination, and dreams Can stop thinking, making more gothic themes Can’t lift my arms all bruised, tired, lazy and firm Enduring, adapting, adjusting, I learn Driving the highway I better make sure I turn But crash cause I need God, never learned Wanna see that Mazda, Toyota, and Hyundai blow up Destroyed, destruction thoughts size of a XL cup Replace with a Maserati, Audi R8, and 370z But won’t necessarily get it even though I plead Uh bleed for my brothers, protect my sisters Not sure if they would do the same for this mister They call me crazy right, weird headed doofus Let me be I got a dream don’t blame me please Marked as an alien, outsider, unknown beast Animus locked up but I’ll make sure y’all see Sigma hidden in the mist, don’t let him out Or else you’ll really see what I’m talking about You can’t tell me what I can do or not Yeah, right, uh huh, that’s what I thought Water and fire clash forever, eternal enemies Me versus sin, we are eternal enemies Temptation is cunning, the strong can go weak Dwell in the desert for days then try and speak I’m a l’Cie branded with a mark to fulfill my focus But we treated as outsiders, what’s up with us Snow, Lightning, Fang, Sahz, Vanille and Hope I feel you all, shout out to you all, but we do have hope Snippet from a video, that’s such a teaser Presentation saved for the moment, waiter Just a warm-up, saving the best for last Patience don’t come easy, it don’t come fast All kinds of senses my nose picks up, smelly It brings memories and textures, sunny The day is bright Seattle Sunshine and blue Winter is cool, though it’s good to see too HP laptop gave me horrible hyperventilation Threw that trash to my Esther, our relation Not what I want, but what I’ve got instead Being grateful for all the little things, I’m fed Fool’s Gold, Black Friday shopping spree Buying all kinds of clothes, toys, and machines Snacks instead of breakfast, lunch, and dinner Many folks would kill to have just some supper Right now, beating on the letter keyboard keys Playing art beautifully on the 88 piano keys Uh, missed and really hated the old days Rays of breaking lights compiled with clouds Loud sounds, from the speakers that I listen Any of those past years I surely ain’t missing Yeah, tease me when my eyes are shut down I promise you that you won’t knock me down What’s a nose for then? I can smell you out What are ears for then? I can hear you loud Dice rolling, chances are slim but I gotta take it Won’t let anything get in my way, believe it Come inside my heart to see my pure ambition Don’t get in my way cause I got a real mission Right here and right now, gonna say something Better speak up, did you say that I was nothing Been dreaming this since I was young, long Ago and I’m a be going in till I’m gone Yes sir, I know I got habits, candy sugar tooth Wanna play my games come step up in my booth Ambition up my sleeve, taking messy notes Bandwagon fans jumping on to the same boat I won’t quit, Nike shoes I’m going super-fast Months fly by, bothersome time moves so fast Masquerade hiding the dry itchy skin with residue Glue my broken heart back together from crushes Luscious, soft, and tough skin getting pierced by a needle Scary dentist makes me think of a cold soul that’s evil But of course for my own good, hate appointments Rep it out to the crowd and I always seem disappointed Oh no, let’s not go there, later then dial on the phone Too bad my feelings for ya are now made up of stone Clone, no, real I, smelly socks of my scent my proof Army tank hardness, clown at the carnival such a goof Numb to pain almost, but I can taste the numbness Grossed out, after all I’ve been through all the mess Out my mind, off my chest, faze don’t seem like haze Dazed, lights flash, undead shadow, blueprint J3MC I have no comment about my works spray graffiti Symbolism, let it ripple through your mind and see Brain freeze, from my words, cold sun, blindly Greased metal and glass, creased clothes, not ready Stomach ache ain’t healing, non-stop bleeding Raging in front of the camera, ugh so bothering Wearing clothes and apparel to look good Even if it’s uncomfortable with the pain I stood Auto-tune of a cracked voice, T-Pain and Wayne 116 tattooed on my wrist, arm and elbow unashamed Wasting precious time, I browse and roam And that I call that the one and only Google Chrome Writing everything down all that I can think of Trust and believe, that’s what I need, patience, love What makes me beautiful, everything Performances at senior and counselor appreciations Round of applause, clapping tourists from vacations Smashing truth, of course they don’t really feel me They don’t understand, I can tell don’t need to see Of course I have to be the one doing all the work Lone wolf that just wants to collab, no worth They get the fame for nothing, I get absolutely none Whatever I’m a do my own thing, I ain’t dumb Yeah, Sunday mornings so horrible afterwards Rocketeer outta here, I’m a build my own award Clock keeps ticking, months fly, smile starts to melt None of your business, my feelings you never felt Did ya miss me, your soldier coming back from war Instead I get asked for diamond carats after the gore Peace