Rambling

[Intro] Hopefully I could stop spitting desultory after this But there’s always just so much going on in my mind Bet they might get sick and bored of my voice Too bad I’m a lone wolf [Verse 1] My apologies, to those I might offend Just tryna beat those dwelling rhymes out my head It kills my precious time, my Rolex ain’t faceless Rap when I want, I ain’t your entertainment Broken bones, dirty body, frantic breath pouring Skin covered in sweat, a sloth hard at working It might come to your sense that my music is trash Way it was mean to be, but I told you it wouldn’t last True fans and fam, I thank you and will reward you Skeptics and haters don’t tell me what to do Boxed in, in this lonely and sickening cage Story of my life, writing page after page I see eagles at the top, gazing stars every night Pushing to the limit, I ain’t gonna lose this fight Lemme fly away with ya J-Lin and Kevin Martin The rocket is launching in 3, 2, 1, outta Houston Yeah you know, it’s been a long time coming Witches from wardrobes with apples got me running Excuse me I’m just so tired Sea of flames, I burn through the fire Cold leftovers from dinner on the many dishes Gotta supplement myself so I don’t diminish Frightened in the dust, thoughts down on cement I’m what’s left of the friendship, poor little remnant [Verse 2] On that Facebook while playing NBA 2K11 Yeah, did it almost every day 24/7 Brain bombed it’s comatose 9/11 I could be one day too late, got no time to lose Shout out to my man Donny that line sounds so true Rolls-Royce, this stuff got me day dreaming Money, power, and fame all that is deceiving My head and mind keeps throbbing Face feels sore, teeth hurts down to the core Fake smile when I’m angry, sad, and bored Pulling off my mask knowing that I’ll be ignored Oblivious, neglected, overlooked, and rejected Should’ve known sooner that I would be avoided Disastrous plans all crumble no more D.R.O.C.s Bullets to my heart, received enough shots Tryna get my life straight, I keep getting older So I better hurry up, everything’s outta order Committed no actions, fingers and palm still muddy Thoughts of burden and grudges, I’m already bloody Digesting food for thought, crumbs in my mouth Stargazer young blood, knowledge is my route Stare upon the house that has a view Uh, dandruff, dust, bugs, and crumbs, ew Homesick not homesick, need for a plane ticket Toronto or Utah anywhere I can chill for a minute Uh, not tryna say that I despise Sea Town Just need some air, really feeling down Forest tree’s leaves all wet on the ground Yelling , screaming, crying, arguing are so annoying Elements of my nature, totally changed Losing control of my wheel, Lord take the reins My family don’t treat me like a family member Things they did to me I know they won’t remember Laughed at and teased at, yeah I stink and I fail Messing me like I don’t see, I should read braille Still respect my elders, of course they think their better Treated the worse out of all, to my little ones I’ll never Sketchy hood, ain’t close to rich compared to Bellevue On Sundays obnoxious kids bother me and my crew Most likely you won’t feel what I mean But if you do certainly holla at me, yeah [Verse 3] Uh, let it all out Isn’t this what it’s all about Random, desultory, and inconsistent But I didn’t really give a care, you don’t have to listen At school shaking my head for my brethren Like I said, I don’t intend to offend Dramas over nonsense, and I ain’t exaggerating Reason I’m at Cascadia, escaping the gossiping The students at homecoming and their after parties While I type my lyrics all lonely My bro Jeffrey always ask why I don’t feel sad Maybe cause I’m so used to the lifestyle, happy lad Mixtapes, gaining experience over experiments Album is for the masterpiece, know y’all ain’t content Yeah, told you a milli to trust and believe If you can’t follow me on, feel free to leave Personal reasons I know, it’s my mind’s fault Control and delete, but I can’t find the alt Not tripping over my walk cause my vision’s 20/20 Valley of shadow of death, it’s a long journey The Real JGKC, unashamed, on my 116 Triple JMC and Martyr Faction are in the mix Apologies to my homie Macrowave Only one to seem willing, there will be a day First lemme just get this outta the way We blowing up, gotta fix up my China Lake Patience is key, watch me run this marathon Irrelevant beginning, keep on with the telethon [Verse 4] Materialism problems, I’m taking life for granted Could be enjoying every God made cell but I haven’t Blueprint for success is failure, must do my calling Repping for the Lord till I die, morning and evening Going in, not from nothing to something Been showed care and love, my time for loving Absolute love won’t stop, yeah no stopping When God materializes it adds to my conviction Future history, off my chest, out my mind Halt my fool’s paradise and continue my rhymes and lines What I’ve said was wrong, man such heavy burdens Not a slave to the serpent of old’s bluffs, still learning Obviously I go ahead of myself, must do my purpose Not what I want, but what I’ve got, all I need is basics Blooming legacy, flame as bright as a dragon’s Mountain laurel sprouting in the comeback season Buoy, I already murdered myself, that’s right Rest in peace to my darkness, hopefully I’ll see the light Excited as Gowe and Macklemore represent I admit Now the moment is the K-More, BeHi, Rain, Both, Red kid’s I suck and don’t like free styling, especially in public But I’m still a rapper and poet, get your facts fixed Please don’t judge me or I might go harsh Animus locked up but don’t you disrespect my art Bite your lips and tongue before claiming I’m a gangster Ordinary human with a poetic remedy, I’m a writer Love for screenwriting, books, movies, and game stories Normal, I’m worth a couple cents, you too are likely Hate my fantasy so much, I use it to escape reality Addicted fiend, this very Earth I wanna leave Puddles of tears this world of calamity is full of pain Even if the sunshine erases the rain, my heart will still stay the same Uh, Detox